A post

Guess I'll stick to my preferable fonts. It does matter. It will determine how excited I'll be to create a post. Heh.

So many things happen nowadays. Fuel price rising? Inflation? Global warming? I can feel the world is going upside down. How I wish I can go back to the past and fix every flaw. But Allah knows better. There must be a reason what has happened. -_-

I always feel to create a beneficial post. A post that can benefit the readers. But at the moment I could not think of any. I mean, there's a lot of intellectual posts out there but to find a post that is able to capture our attention is not easy. Well, then again, back to basis, every each of us is different. I may think black is elegant, some may feel black is sorrow.

Maybe yes, just maybe, I shall talk about what I learn in Psychology class, a subject I like the most so far.

fonts?

oh hoh. I got so many things to say but I just can't coerce my mind to spill them out. Yesterday I thought of writing about something that is important. But, due to abrupt interruption to the server, that didn't happen. I browse at my friend's blog and one thing that interest me is the font size. What difference can it make if I use small or big or medium size of fonts? Yes, there are differences. Which for me is when people use TOO small fonts, they must have so many things to say that they need small fonts so that they can have greater space to write. Me myself, I like to look at small fonts, not too small but not so medium. Take this post for example, is exactly my preferable fonts.

This post shows how lack of idea I am. Mwahahhahahha~ I'm on holiday okay.

hoho

i'm home

great.

wuhu!

oh ye?

Hoho..Let's blog in BM.


Setelah 5 hari di kem Tg Aru, Sepang, saya kembali dengan semangat baru. Mula-mula sebelum pergi BTN, pernah juga terdetik di hati,

"Hurm, ape yang kita akan dapat dari BTN ni? Mesti mahu kasi kesedaran tentang kecintaan kepada negara"

Ya, memang betul tekaan saya.

Adakah penghargaan saya terhadap negara semakin meningkat?

Mungkin~

Saya baru sedar betapa pentingnya bagi setiap rakyat Malaysia untuk memastikan negara kita ini sentiasa berdaulat (bebas) kalau tidak bila-bila masa saja kuasa luar akan masuk campur dan akhirnya kita hidup merempat di negara sendiri.

hoh nada saya sungguh patriotik nampaknya. hoho!



Kesimpulannya:

>> saya SERONOK ber-BTN
>> dapat berkenalan dengan kawan baru dari Intec (MEP & ATUSA) KYUEM dan KTJ.
>> dapat mengembangkan minda mengenai isu semasa
>> belajar sejarah sekolah menengah
>> hargai scholarship yang diberi kerana itu adalah DUIT RAKYAT!
>> capai cita-cita dengan jayanya.

sudah tentu semalam adalah hari yang ditunggu-tunggu kerana kami akan pulang ke RUMAH!

tapi...

adalah sedikit perasaan sedih.

sob sob sob

saya akan berpisah dengan rakan-rakan

....

dan juga sebenarnya saya rasa aman dan damai di Tg Aru itu.

kenapa?

kerana...

no handphone for 5 days! hoho!

tiada handphone = tiada pengeluaran kredit = tiada kehabisan kredit = tiada perlunya membeli kad isian semula = tiada pengeluaran wang!

*penjimatan maksimum!*

hehe..

(handphone boleh digunakan cuma saya ini bijak pandai tidak membawa charger maka selamat tinggal bateri)

saya tidak suka ber-handphone sebenarnya. tapi itu adalah satu keperluan.

jika diberi pilihan, saya memang tidak akan ber-hanphone.

adakah kerana handphone saya tidak secanggih handphone manusia sekarang?

mungkin~

tapi, saat-saat itu telah berakhir.

maka, wahai kamu baizura, awas dengan anasir-anasir berunsurkan evil untuk membazirkan wang kamu!

hoho.

***

malangnya, perlawanan basketball di INTI telah dibatalkan sebab tiada pasukan untuk bertanding.

jadi...

KAMI MENANG TANPA BERTANDING!!

haha

oleh sedemikian...

pada hari yang barakah ini,

saya dan nani menghabiskan sisa-sisa hari kami di sini dengan...

ke MAKMAL KOMPUTER Akasia!

di samping itu

hoh

banyak sungguh perkara yang perlu diselesaikan sebelum 6 petang 14 Julai 08 ini.

past,present & future : busy

Finished our BTN. =D *I like. I mean I like BTN*

I am extremely tired. I am extremely missing doing my routine.

but I just could not let something untouched.



oh yea.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED FRIEND FOREVER:

ADDY aka ADILAH DARMAWI

*addy, hang dah tua la ni!*

hehe

with the message:

All the best for A-level and always pray for our happiness and success.

Love,

B bukan nama sebenar.

=P

INTI College here we come tomorrow, InsyaAllah!

"Ya Allah ya tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih, permudahkanlah urusan hari-hari ku. Amin"

mode : busy. sgt. iya tidak menipu.

Of lasagne and white caramel mocha

1.5 Years Ago...

Me : Hey, when are we going to meet?
Her : Erm..erm.. I don't know..
Me : Hurm..
Her : Hurm..

One week ago...

Her : Byjoro!!! I'm going to UiTM Shah Alam!!!!
Me : You what?? OMG, this is great!! What course?
Her : Dentistry. Registration on 29th July. When can I see you?
Me : Coolness! We met right after you're done with orientation. Just ring me. I'm so free babe.
Her : Yea, I can't wait.

Today.. (July 4th 08)

Her : Hey, byzoro..! Text me when you arrive at KTM.
Me : Yea, I will.
*waiting almost 15min after I text her* lambat nye minah neyyy* me and ezzi chatted bout studies~ haha how lame*

She walked straight towards the station and looking for us.
"Hey mastur!!"
"Heyy!"
"Go buy your ticket, we'll wait for you"

---------------HUGS AND KISSES---------------------
~mwah mwah mwah I miss you so much!!!~

She's my best friend forever.
We met when we were 16teen. Not knowing we would become a good friends at first moment we talked.
She's so bright that she always above me in any exams.
How I wish I could turn back the time when we are together, singing Jessey Mc Cartney's Just: So You Know. Hurm.. I miss those times.

iklan ~ iklan ~ iklan~

trivia: Siapakah best friend paling famous pada tahun 2006 di Seseri? (our school)
answers : Byzoro and Mastoro!!!

Ya, tidak dinafikan itu semua. Kami amatlah famous. Ini kerana pada suatu minggu kami dikehendaki menyediakan text ucapan yang bertajuk "My best friend".

outside the assembly hall, 15mins before formal assembly started..

Her : Byzoro!! Kau nak cter pasal sape?
Me : Erm, tak tahu lagi. Kau?
Her : Well, I wanna talk about you!!
Me : Oh seriously??

*rasa bersalah juga karna saya merancang untuk becerita mengenai ibu saya. rasa cam nak cerita pasal dia jugak. now then it's fair.*

During the assembly..

Emcee : Now I would like to call upon Miss Mastura Mahfar to deliver her speech!
*claps*

Her : *greetings* ........" Today I wanna talk about my best friend. She's a prefect in this school and she's from Sarawak. I'm sure some of you know her. She is ...(my name). *then people turned their back and gave me a smile. I always sat at the back. mwahahha* ... We are good friends. We always talk about many things that good friends talk about such as about our studies and what we like. We also love to talk about boys.......bla bla bla....thank you...."

dang, I remembered Amira Yasmeen (prefect's hicom) gave me an evil look and commented, "Oh bye, rupa rupanya inilah kau ye..hehe"

*then I saw our beloved PKM, Miss Maria smiled and about to laugh but she didn't..*

Assembly finished. I went back to class, passing through my friends..

"Oh bye, 'talk about boys ha!' hahah", someone said.

"Oh ni lah keje korang ye, talk about boys.." another someone said.

I just shook my head. grinned. laughed. smiled.

Yelah, of course we talked about boys, not just boys, girls also. who doesn't?

haha

being in all girl school make us feel that talking about boys is such a no-no.

unforgettable memories. that is how we become so called famous best friends.

Riwayat Hidup

This is random.

where should I start?

I feel like filling in my friend biography's book when I was 10.

Real name given by my parents:
Sharifah Nor Baizura bt Wan Mohamad

sheh. some would not believe I'm actually a Sharifah. Don't know why. Some might question why Sharifah? Why not Wan? Why I'm not Wan Nor Baizura Wan Mohamad? Because, in Sarawak it just like that. Like why cats catch mice or why men like women. (err maybe my analogy seems weird) All my female cousins are Sharifah too. Correct me if I'm wrong because I've never met any pure Sarawakian with initial Wan. This shows how unique we are. Hahaha *perasan*
When I was small, ridiculously I shall say, some of my friends said that

"wo, you have king's blood"

huh? yeah? huh? *blur* no such thing.

Unreal name given by people around me:
Bye, Baizura, Baizu, Sharifah, Bayi.

Bayi? haha~ Only CERTAIN people do call me that. Especially Ezzi and Alin. (both are my ex-schoolmates) They say if they call me bye, it sounds too short and only has one syllable. So they just simply add the ie sound. Now you have bye-ie = bayi, so it gives two syllables. Clever.

I came to the world on 31st of March 1989

guess I'm not a lompat girl (PTS). haha. I left my pictures when I was a toddler, or do I still have them? haha I'm not good in keeping stuffs. Seriously. A reckless person.

I spend almost 15years in Kuching.

Born there, grew up there, studied there, almost everything there. Why 15? Because another 4 years belong to Peninsular Malaysia. Ngeh.

Schools?

Like everyone did, I went to kindergartens. At 5, I enrolled in a Morning Bell's Kindergarten, a chinese school. I learned a bit of Chinese but unfortunately most of the information did not make their way to my long term memory. So, no Chinese language for me. Hard enough, I'm lucky for still remembering how to count in Chinese. Yeay.

ie, er, sun, ser, uu, liew, chik, park, siu, sher. (1-10)

ngeee~
at 6, welcome to BINA Kindergarten! An Islamic school. I love being here. We wore white and green uniforms. My classroom teacher was very very nice. But I forgot her name. Sheh. -_-

Primary 1-12

Actually, I got my self qualified to this one elite school but since it is quite far from my home, so I have to ignore the offer. It would be a burden for my parents to send and pick me up. How sad. I wanted to go to that school badly.
So, I moved on. SK Matang. Nice place.

Secondary 1-3

Since I played so hard during my UPSR, I got my self rejected to any boarding school. I blamed my self for what had happened. It was shamed of me.
nevertheless, I gained my strength and fight to the end. It was worth it. 3 years of getting my mind and my body to focus on only one thing, GET 8A's for PMR, a life time personal achievement.

"Make yourself proud, Make your parents proud"

and yes, I did. Alhamdulillah.

Thanks SMK Matang Hilir

Secondary 4-5

Sponsored by Yayasan Sarawak to further my studies in SMS Seri Puteri, KL was a life chance opportunity. How could I not accept the offer? So, let's go! I love this place and everyone in it. Though I didn't get rm500 from Yayasan Cheras (for those who got straight A's), but my unbelievable result was good enough. You see, I was just an average student. 9A's and 1B are what I deserved. It was more than enough. ;) Biology used to be my fav subject. Haiz. Why did I screw it up?

Just recently,

INTEC Uitm, Shah Alam. ADFP. American Degree Foundation Program.

14 Months Preparation before I spread my wings and fly off to the States.
Alhamdulillah. Thanks MARA. =D

Let's not waste any tax payers' money and work hard for excellent results!

INTEC is the best place ever (for now). I've collected lots of memories that I couldn't put into words.

*unable to express my mixed feelings here*

now,

nowhere to go but HOME. hehe Holiday for a month. huhu

next?

Pennsylvania State University, PA, USA.

INSYAALLAH

: : enough of my education background : :

My Family Background

Librarian : Hello, pinjam or pulangkan buku?
Me : Pinjam. *giving my matrix card*
Librarian : *scanning the card*
Me: *waiting*
Librarian: *hitting the monitor* Haish, system low lah dek. Kejap ek.
Me: *nodding*
Librarian: Oh, cuti raya ni balek mana? Kelantan? Tengganu?
Me: Huh? Oh tak tak. Balek Kuching.
Librarian: Kuching? Awak orang Kuching? Yeke? Tak macam orang Kuching pun.
Me: Ye, ye, saya orang Kuching. *proudly expressed* (haha)
Librarian: Yeke? Entah-entah orang Kuching celup.
Me: Hahaha *senyum je lah* (ape-ape je la pakcik ni)

:: this conversation took place last year in Intec's Old Library (which now turns into exams hall) ::

Nah.

Quite many people say I don't have the Sarawakian look. Erm, do we have some kind of look? *wonder* Anyway, I'm not going to argue on that. Haha I can say I'm unique, praise to Allah The Mighty for giving me a uniqueness. =D Well, the story is like this. My dad is a Malay (maybe adelah sikit2 darah Arab, kot.) And my mom is the one who has several mixed bloods. My grandpa is a Chinese, my god, he's so tall that he had to bend down his back bone to get into the house. My grandma is an Indian-Iban. (my nenek is the coolest nenek! ngee~ she never mad at us, never once)

So me = Malay+Chinese+Indian+Iban.
=D

wawaw I'm a pure MALAYSIAN.
*LOL*

(Mind you, that I have nil intention to be such a brag, showing off my race background. I just feel deeply grateful for who I am.)

Now everything is crytal clear, I'm a pure Sarawakian.

That's all for now. I'll update some more later. It's 2.25 am and hell no,no,no, I need sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a longgggg day. Huhuh TB Testing? waaa takut kena inject! ;(

*B*

Look who's talking!

I got this video from Pidah. I love the puppy. Super kawaiiiiiii!
Check it out~



Does he look like a cat? Sopi said the puppy is a kitten. Maybe you should wear MORE spectacles, Sopi. *LOL* joking~~~ =PpPp

I don't think this is reliable, do you? He's not talking! He's just barking like a typical dog. *Wofff wofff*
But I know a dog who really can talk. I mean it. I watched he talks on Ripley's Believe it or not few years ago. He said

"I love IRA!!!"

IRA who? Maybe IRA is his owner.


*B*

a good time

Yes, I have a good time yesterday with none other than my

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Although I believe I did very bad in my test 4 (luckily it was optional), spending our last time together in Intec overrides those tense with exams.
I hope we all will get result with flying colors.

*Semua gambar di bawah disusun dgn tidak mengikut order. haha malas maw edit*

thanks to saudara zul, I didn't have to rush to get a sit in Intec bus. heheh

undecided of where to step our feet

ayat-ayat cinta? miawaahhahah

Corporate day at mcD. haha

Dining at McD. Yeah. what's with Umar and Zul facial reaction? *LOL*


this is abang Taran dan abang Piji. Pembantu MMS yg berdedikasi. (kecuali Taran) mwahahahha =PpP I still can't believe that Piji is a facilitator for MMS. heheh so cute lah!

Pidah lah yg membuat wings itu. Haha berpoyo-poyoan di dlm Kodak's place.
oh yea oh yea, I totally L-O-V-E Pidah's digi cam! COOLNESS!!

Taran and Yanie.
bowling time! wowo this is my first time!!! hahhaa I guess some people would laugh at me. duduk dekat gler ngan this place tp x penah pergi. Heh.
I have my own reason. ;)
Bowling with Umar, Bina, Zul, Pidah and her ehem-ehem =P, Yanie, Aimi and Taran.

Raja Bowling and Ratu Bowling of the day (second game)!!
Another WOW. haha cuak seyhh bila Umar main. Hesyh. Memang sangat bergaya! Mantap terbaik. Bina plak sangat consistent! wah hebat!
oh ya, Matun was not with us. huhuh sobbbb.


MY FAVORITE PICTURE OF THE DAY
(drum roll).........

a picture of me and a bit of Pidah!
haha Peace yO!! (posing peace yg pelik)
I felt in love when I saw it for the first time. I have no reason for liking it. Maybe because it was candid. (credit to Taran)

so the end. hope our good times won't end here.
AMIN.

*B*

so many things yet so little space.

I am supposed to study. Now. Right now.
But my momentum is nil.
My motivation beneath my thoughts.
My will to succeed is gone. To nowhere.

"Oh Baizura? What happen to you dear?" said someone on my mind.

"Ah lepak lah by, ko dah terer x yah study.." said my friend.

teror lah sgt kalo test 2 psycho kesayangan tu ntah pape. huuu.

This is just what I think. Pardon me if anyone disagrees.

Since Psycho's test is all about darkening one of 4 choices of answer, so it is a must for all the test takers to get above 90. Above all, the questions are direct except one or two. It just a matter of you read or not. Grrr. I love reading but I am so darn slow to start reading. Once I start, wo I can be so into books and forget the rest. Even to eat. erh that one cam tipu je. Haha. Now, I am not tempting to read MR LP, at all.

"Oi Baizura, gila kah u ni? Tomorrow test 4 u know?!"

* bla bla bla *

Recently:

ATUSA (adfp) Farewell Dinner.

so little people coming. how sad. food was okay. it was OK.

i know, I gain weight. haha so what? comel ape. mwiahahhaha =Pp (defense mechanism)

erm ni lah rojak namanye ye kawan-kawan. nasi+black pepper meat+ shrimp+ chicken lemon+ sayoran sket + char kueh teow! (1st pic)

posing ngan tirah yg sgt chantekkkkk that night with special facial reaction. heh me retarded. (2nd pic)


Mr Termizi's Wedding Day
Fun Fun Fun!!!!!!
The bride and groom are both KACHAK. (kachak in BM sarawak means cantek and hansome)
so kachak here can be used to both male and female. how unique kan?
food? mestilah sedappppp. I love kenduri. miwahahhahah.
walaupun ms nak pergi, rs hesitate sbb rasa cam tetamu tidak diundang. haha
hey come on, I'm an Akasian.

CLEARANCE

Oh good bye INTEC. I am no longer an Intec Student. how sad. Am I? *confused*

dang! oi mestilah sedih!
No more lining up to get into bus.
No more ronggeng with Matun, Miem, Aimi and so forth.
No More lepaking with Atusa Lecturers.
No more dining at Ausmat Cafe.
No more sleeping and crapping at Intec New Library.
No more assignments, presentations and group discussion which OFTEN end up chit chatting at Secret Recipe. LOL.
No more.
I said
NO MORE.

oh ya oh ya

Pison's Treat
Best best best!!
Me and Zizah were only teasing hm since Jpa's allowance has just filled in into his bank account.
TADAAAA~!
KFC'S BUCKET FOR THREE OF US.

THANKS PISON!

You are so GREAT!
hahaha
next time I'll belanje you okay. If not here. Maybe there. ;)

MOVING TO ADDY'S ROOM
Yeay!
Thanks Add!!!~~~~
Thanks for giving me the honor to stay with you.
hahaha
kerek.

erm erm erm apa lagi.

Ya.
ahahhahahah
gelak dulu.
*gelak lagi*

I should write it here.

I thought I will never meet him.
But I knew I will since the probability is high.
Hello, he's in cemara now.
So yea.
We met.
Coincidentally.
My feeling is inexplicable.
but somehow,
mestilah rasa cam best.
xdelah rs haru.
which made me say
"Yay Finally!"
*ahem*
Identity dirahsiakan.

*B*