and so..

it feels like you have no one to hold on to.
you feel like everyone is there but something is missing.
just like a puzzle when there's one hole appear.
it is incomplete.
it is weird when all my hopes and dreams are gone.
every bit of it.
it is funny when what i thought of or wished for become true when right at this moment i don't want them to be true.
not any of them.
if only that someone can read my mind.
but i know.
there must be a blessing in disguise in this misfortune.
even if it is not.
then believe in faith.
always.
when you feel like crying but you keep it inside.
you hold it on until your chest almost pump out of your body.
you never feel more than happy watching simpsons.
but for just these days.
everything seems awkward.
everything seems antagonist.
your reactions contradict the situation.
you feel like an alien.
i need more time.
i need more space.
i need this and that.
isn't what you get is more than enough?
because we never feel content.
i ought to be someone i want.
i ought to be someone i admire.
i ought to be someone i dream of.
i hope.
i hope.
..........
it struck me when what i imagine won't come true after all.
i hate to face the truth.
i'm afraid to see what i shall see.
i'm afraid to leave what i started.

deep down inside.
i'm afraid.

but someone says,
"we will always be in your heart."

insyaAllah.
give me guidance.
give me faith.
give me blessing.
utmost all,
give me strength.
because...
i need one.

busy. busy. busy.

i've been super duper hectic busy.
done nothing with my packing.
just listing out some of the stuffs i can think of.
thanks to my RA for helping me out.
will fly to kl this thursday. 1.55pm.
grr. i don't want to.
why is the pre departure on 1st august?
why not on right after we had our btn?
..........

%&*($#

u might think i'm saying bad stuffs up there.
No.
i'm just thinking.
what should I do. what what what?
i'm so dumb that i can't think of any that i end up wasting my time on the net.
I have 48 hours in Kuching.
sad..?
of course.

bye bye Kuching.

:(

untitled.

stupidddddddddd laaaa.
stupidddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
stupid.
benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
geram. marah. time wasted. love is a stupid game to play.
ok till dat.

xxx.

i love my friends. forever and ever. i wish we can be together until the day we die.
thank you for being there for me.
when there are storms and thunder. you always on my side.
sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
oh well.
you know who you are.
look at the date.
remember what did I confess.
how mess my heart was.
ok maybe not.
how I became so emotional.
blaming her. blaming him. blaming them. blaming me.

xxx.

pendek kata.
i leb you all lah!

thanks youuuuuu.
youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu made my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

=)


p/s: don't be perasan next time. Ok. I'll keep that in my mind for as long as I can remember this.

Lesson 2

L: busy packin kew makcik?

B: busy tengok csi

B: hahhaha

L: adeyhh

B: lucasssssss

B: aku da buat penghargaan utk kaw

B: mwahahaha

B: terharu sketttt

L: penghargaan apekah?

B: jap

B: http://byebaizura.blogspot.com/2008/07/french.html

B: hehehee

L: ahahaha

L: hey

L: j'aime manger la

L: m'appelle=call myself

L: comprends wiv a s

B: ooh ye ke

B: hahaha

B: lupe la cekguuuu

L: haha

L: terharu ak doe

B: hahah

B: kan aku da kate

B: mst ko teharu

B: K chocolate dr france 10 utk aku plssss

B: mwahahhaha

L: haha

L: pas d'probleme

B: ok2 kena jot down ni

L: je vais t'en donner

B: ha tu ape

L: ok2

L: je vais t'en donner=i will give some(chocs) to u

L: huhu

B: ooo

B: some words same ngan english

B: ke word english derive dr french?

L: bothways kot

L: nk tau x

B: oo

B: nak nakkkk

B: haha

L: pilots always say 'mayday' kn

L: in fact

B: ha ah

L: its m'aidez

B: maydaymayday~

B: sebut camne

L: m'aidez=help me

B: ooo

L: yup

L: rendez-vous

L: =meeting kn

L: n lastly

L: deja vu

L: deja=already

L: vu=seen

B: ooo pena dgr

B: sbb dlu kwn aku buat speech psl deja bu

B: vy

B: vu

L: english gune gak french

L: haha

L: ok2

B: oo

L: go do ya thing

B: best2

L: btulkn nnti ye blog ko

B: hahha xmaw

B: mls

L: nnti org ckp i'm a bad teacher'

L: jatuh saham

L: haha

B: oh sbb reputation kaw la ni?

B: cis

B: ha

B: i shud put ur picture

B: ok aku curik jap g kat fs ok

L: jngn doe

L: awek usha kang marah gf ak

L: hahaha

B: ahhahaha

B: letak gamba awek kaw skali

B: adoi kena saman kang aku

B: mwahahah

L: haha

L: asal x amik diffrnt language dlu?

B: oo

B: oh mane ade

B: skola aku tade blaja tuu

L: bajet ak dlu amik french

L: ak pn same gak

L: asis mane de language

B: ha ah laaa

B: adoi

B: aku lupe daa

B: haha

B: ko ade ke? xde gak kan

B: mane de skola kte bhs alien tu

L: tau x pe

L: u'r a quick learner

L: bgs2

L: ak pn dlu susah nk igt doe

L: c'est pas ma tasse de the

B: cewah yela cikgu bgus

B: haha

B: apeka itu cekgu

L: c'est pas ma tasse de the=cm nt my thing la

B: ooo

L: i think

L: huhu

B: aku rs french ni classy

L: well

B: compare to others

B: spanish pun classy

L: romantik skit la

L: haha

B: hahahah agak laaa

L: diorg ckp ngan awek diorg pn nk style

B: french=eiffel tower

L: so cliche

L: haaa

B: hahhaa

L: cliche 2 french tau

B: oh ye ke

B: cliche~~

L: yup

B: oh ya

B: kwn aku ckp kalo teror english

B: blaja french senang

B: ye ke?

L: i agree

L: english helps me a lot

L: but bagi org french diorg x suke

B: die helps kat mana?

L: diorg phm but x mau pratic

L: sume la

L: i mean

L: cm

B: haha bagusla french ni..bkn pe, coz they sayaangggg bhs dorang

L: bkn nk ckp pape kn

L: kalo org dr kmpng x phm english

L: susah la nk blaja french

B: ooo

L: wat i meant is dat english gives u extra

L: when it comes to french

L: huhu

L: my problem nk hapal je

L: n nk conjugate

B: oooo baru saye paham

B: oh hapal

B: gagaga aku sux hapal2 ni

L: wei fs ko ape ek?

B: oh

B: fs aku dah haram x active

B: jap2

B: http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php

B: silap2

B: http://profiles.friendster.com/byzura89

L: huhu

L: usha pics jap

B: sile2 pic yg sgt siket

B: heee

B: abair ach beagan is abair gu math e

B: ni french ke?

L: wut?

L: bukan2

L: kamu amik dmana kah?

B: oh yeah

B: kat blog somebody ni

B: word cam pelik

L: hmmm

L: cam english jek

L: hhaah

B: hahaha

***

Just a short lesson. Very short one. LoL. The rest merapu je.. x_x

Tag? Layan~

Tagged by Chai Sim Por. Oh stop calling me boh bai! fyi, Sim Por is my biggest and unforgettable competitor when I was 13-15. Glad when I was 16, I moved to another school. No more competition with him.

Yeay.


Hell no. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. I admit that I like so much to be in the same class with him. He was one of my motivation to study.

"Beat Sim Por...Beat Sim Por.."
"Yeay, Sim Por, I got higher in BM. Oh no..not again, higher than me in Maths..urgggg"

**

that's what I always told him. Haha ingat x Sim Por???

"Hey Sim Por, what did you apply for? Oh what? so many waaa. Jpa, Petronas, Tnb, .... (as the list goes on).."
"Wah I didn't know you're going to educamp too! see you there lah!"
"Oh you got TNB???? wawwaa congrats!!!"

** that was a year ago**

so now, he's in MMU.

"Haiyoo Sim Por, stop blamming the bond with TNB you got. Haiyooyo at least you will have a secured job."

"Ya lah... ya lahh...."

**

well, that a bit of our memories. Gonna miss you a lot. Though I won't be celebrating raya in my home town this year, do come okay. My dad will expect you to come!!!

1) What is the most important thing in your life?

Blessing from Allah, my parents, family and friends.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?

erm...erm..lemme think.....hadoyyy stuck at home ever since I came home.. I guess the last thing is..yeay I remember! 2 DVDs of SLAM DUNK the series. mwahahaha and yeah plus one chicken burger from the Sugar Bun.

3) Where do you wish to get married?

istana kayangan.. calon pun tak dakkkk... don't know la..maybe somewhere serene..

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?

ah ha! I predict in another 5 months years.

5) Are you in love?

trying to figure out whether it is love or just simply stupid blind crush.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?

hahaha mestilah di Bistro Al-Bulan Al-Rafi ngan matun.. sorry matun makan depan hang time hang puasa. hayo buruk perangai cheq ni... -___-

7) Name the latest book that you bought?

Oh...apa nama..(quoting from Tun Dr M..heheh)...erm...I guess, Turning Thirty, few months ago.

What is your full name?

Please look on your left. No not yourrrr left but on the left of the screen.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?

Mom gives me her bags,wake up call when I was small, cloths, comfort...Dad gives me casio z75 dg camera, peer pressure when I face examinations, transportation, mp4 protection...Okay BOTH laaaa... can or not? ngeeee~

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.

Okayyyy. that will be Tun Dr M. I want to tell him "Tun....I read your blog every dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!" okay maybe not. "Tun...I admire youuuuuu" heee..

11) Christina or Britney?

Mandy Moore. ok off topic. ok laaa.. Christina. She reminds me of my ex-classmate back in high school : Christina Cheng Ming Hui. Right Sim Por??

12) Do you do your own laundry?

Yes of course la. Huh? What do you think I am?Who do you think you are for asking that question? Huh??
MWIAHAHHAHAHA suddenly become so emo. You might think I'm crazy. Yes I am. I'm crazy of food. hahaha oh now I digress plak. Ok.ok proper answer: When I'm home of course la the machine washing will do the job. When I was in college I would do by my bare hands and with some helps from daia or sabun cap burung gagak Sometimes je hantar dobi. Hee. Peace yo!

13) The most exciting place you want to go?

The entire EUROPE! Europe trip anyone?

14) Hugs or kisses?

I say....shake hands. LOL...

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1. Oh his name is Chai Sim Por

2. He is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy intelligent i tell youuu.

3. He's goood in almost everything he does.

4. He can be annoying at times. =P

5. He comes to my house every raya and expect my dad to give him duit raya. but I never did the same on CNY. Gomen neh!

16) 8 things I am passionate about:

1.cats : dreaming to keep a sphnyx

2.gadgets :laptops & dg cameras. handphones not so lah.

3.Foods :any kind except sea foods.

4. tv series : ALIAS!! I don't follow CSI because so many people watch. Don't know, I just don't fond of something big.

5. usrah, i love joining usrah, make me think and think and think of whatever i do: self-reflections.

6. people's achievement : make me work as hard as they do to achieve mine.

7. bags. gaga like mother like daughter.

8. travelling. I l-o-v-e doing this!!

17) 8 things I say too often:

1. Oh yeah?

2. Ye...

3. Mungkin~~~~

4. Insya4JJI bolleh...

5. Tak mantap.. (heh umar's fc punye tag line)

6. Lalalalla (yes, for real.. I often say something like this: "Ha ah yep camtulah sepatutnye. Kalau tak faham boleh la try buat itu ini lalallalla sampai siap" =P)

7. Awok.. (means yes)..nyalah... (means : thats why).. or ye..tu la pasal

8. Whatever lah..

18) 8 books I’ve read recently:

1. Magazine? Can? hee ...Dewan Masyarakat (right after BTN. ha, you see what BTN did to me)

2. 10 Things I hate about me by Randa Abdel Fatah

3. Thurning 30

4. Where rainbows end

5. Little Miss Matchbreaker

6. Accidently Enggaged

7. Mom's recipe book. (holiday's mission : learn how to cook! come on people, give me some motivational words to boost up my self-esteem support -_- )

8. Living Psychology..well that's a month ago.. ok la kan..

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:

1. All of A walk to remember sountracks.

2. Any westlife,bsb and nsync songs.

3. Paula Deanda : Walk away

4. 11 January

5. Kuch kuch Hota Hai

6. Rain feat. Lee Hom feat. Jay Chow : aiyo wa lupa la tajuk diaa. tp bestttt wo.

7. Of course : Negaraku and Sarawak Ibu Pertiwiku...

8. All of my schools song! hehe especially koperasi song masa kat Seseri, ahha it was funny though.

20) 8 things I learned last year:

1. I

2. learn

3. how

4. to

5. be

6. a

7. better

8. person

=)

8 people to tag: Erm erm.. no need laaa.. I know most of you are super duper BUSY now, kan? But still I want to tag those who are enjoying their holidays. Mwahahahha *jahat*

so... let me tag:

Miemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Zzahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Hafiz bnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

hee guess dats all. But to those who are feeling HAPPY to do the tag, please, don't be shy. haha

my friends in UTP, if you want one than just do. i insist. kehkehkeh to : Fara and Iera!

Peace Yo! (Bam told me to say this when I meet the Americans. So practice makes perfect. LOL)

*Bam or her real name : Huhu sorry Bam, akak lupe ur real name. Hadoy. Teghuk. Ape punye senior daaa aku ni. Anywayyyy Bam is a hot and sexyyy chick clever young lady since she obtains the fast track JPA scholarship to Vanderbilt Uni in USA. wah pandainye!

Mr Postman

sorry for the uhm not so organized entry below. Haihh. I tried to edit it many many many bloody hell times. As long as you can read, than it's ok la owh? XD

Pinnnnnnnnnn Ponnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Huh? huh?

what's that?

Oh oh?

could be..........



MR POSTMAN!!!!!!!

I've been waiting for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

tengs for dropping by.



opened the white envelope.
ah scratched the opener.

haihhh.

wow

haha just like a year ago.

but last year was more.... erm nice and exclusive..

okie dokieyyyy bebeh!~

time to fill in all the forms.

or not.

tomorrow laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.









shoot...!


procrastinate.



lalalalallalalallalallal~

Benda Nak Bawak Mai US

Hallo! Maybe for those who are flying this year need this. Those who are flying to USA. I got the permission from Nani, the one who receives an email from her aunt (in Illinois) to post the entire email here.

Thanks NANI!!!!

(she's going to Uni of Wisconsin Madison, majoring in biomedical engineering)
*mungkin ade term yg tak difahami, sebab mix ngan loghat kedah. hehe you can ask me, i know a bit. =D

***

Assalamu’alaikum Nani,

Dah start shopping barang nak bawak mai sini dak gi? Ke dok shopping baju raya? Masa Cik nak mai sini about seminggu dua sebelum bertolak MARA bagi duit untuk belanja nak siap-siap barang dari sini as well as belanja untuk sebulan or dua bulan pertama di US. Ingat lagi pi KL dengan Chu pi cash check MARA di Bank Negara. Tak pernah dapat duit banyak tu..ketark perut bawak duit banyak-banyak. Tu le pasal masa dapat duit tu cik selamba isi dalam bag plastik yang bising-bising tu saja. And then makan lunch kat Central Market, youuuu..! Masa tu Central Market tu kira terror la…

Anyway, kalau depa still buat style ni lagi Cik nak suggest Nani tukark buat bank draft (macam yang Chu dok hantark kat cik bulan-bulan) so that orang lain tak leh cash. Nak lagi senang buat travellers check. Sampai sini boleh cash kat mana-mana bank. Just leave one or two hundreds in cash kut nak kena bayar apa-apa kat airport. Visa dah dah buat? Senang dapat dak? Depa tanya apa? Kut la depa tanya pasai nani pakai macam ‘pengganas’ ka apa ka?

Anyway, saja cik nak bagi guidelines apa menatang nak bawak mai sini. Antara menda yang tak payah bawak ialah lembu, ayam-itik, kambing dan biri-biri.(iklan: kami berdua (nani and I) gelak gler at this point miwahahaha) Bakul bawang tak payah bawak. Tongkat tokpun tak yah bawak. Batu giling dan lesung batu kalau celuih (ni maksud dia cukup, ade space, kan kan?) bag, bawak la. Kalau tidak nanti dia nak jalan payah pula.

First thing first, if there is any dental work that you want to get done, buat kat msia. Nak cabut, nak palam..buat di kedah siap-siap pasal di sini mahal. Buka saja mulut depan dr, bayar $40. Kalau ada vaccination or immnizations yang nak kena update, buat di kedah siap-siap. Kalau tak silap hepatitis tu semua kena amek in several doses, so masa buat medical check-up ask the doctor if you are current on all your shots. Students di sini ada group medical insurance. But if you can avoid spending, might as well do.

InsyaAllah masa Nani sampai sini nanti masih lagi musim panas. So buat masa ni tak payah la beli winter coat di Msia. Kalau nak beli just beli baju sejuk jenis-jenis cardigan yang tak berapa tebal untuk pakai dalam kapalterbang because in can get quiet cold dalam plane. Wintercoat kat msia maybe tak banyak choice dan susah dapat size nani. So, tak payah beli. Just before Fall nanti kita (nani ngan makcik dia~! *insert rasa jealous skettt cni* =P) pi shopping wintercoat.. Nani pi lecture nanti pakai pants kan ? Elokla. Sebab kengkadang di sini jarak antara building dengan building jauh dan kena menapak. Dalam snow lagi. So, bawakla seluark panjang macam yang nani pakai masa di msia. Jangan pulak bawak sampai 10 lai. Bawak setakat 5 - 6 pasang cukup lah. Baju to go with the pants pun tak payah bawak banyak pasal kalau baju tu nipis macam jenis yang biasa orang pakai di msia, nanti bila musim sejuk dah tak leh pakai. Also include 3 - 4 helai ‘nicer’ blouse that you can wear to majlis semi-rasmi kat U nanti. Baju kurungpun tak payah bawak sampai 10 pasang. Kira setahun sepasang baju raya as well as 3 - 4 pasang untuk pakai hari-hari kut-kut teringin nak pakai bila weather panas sikit. Kalau ada pant-suit yang agak-agak sesuai untuk presentation dalam kelas di Universiti (macam yang orang pakai pi interview) tu bawaklah sepasang. Tapi tak payah susah pi cari tailor pulak. Di sini nanti boleh pi cari boleh beli yang siap dah. Kut la nanti Nani mai sini terus berat badan naik baju-baju tu tak muat pulak…

Kasut: Selipar jepun tak payah bawak. Kalau ada sepasang kasut favourite yang kira ‘ala kedatinan’ (highlight sketttt =P) sikit untuk guna dengan baju raya bawaklah. Kalau tak bawakpun tak pa pasal di sini ada perbagai jenis kasut untuk perbagai activiti untuk perbagai musim. Mai pilih saja. Hargapun ok. Satu cik nak bagi tau, kalau Nani ada jumpa stokin yang diperbuat dari kulit atau water-proofed socks di Malaysia (orang arab/pakisatan kat sini selalu pakai ni. Depa pangge khuf) beli la sepasang dua. Sebab nanti musim sejuk and while at school mungkin payah nak buka kasut dan stokin untuk amek wudu’ . Kalau pakai khuf ni boleh la main sapu atas dia saja. Some kat sini just basuh kaki dengan menyapu air atas stokin saja. Cik dulu ada gak buat cam ni. Tapi bila selidik balik macam ada percanggahan pendapat pasal menyapu air atas stokin yang tak water-proof. Tapi pasal sapu air atas khuf ni memang zaman Nabi s.a.w ada dibuat. Kalau ada beli la. Tak dak, nanti kita boleh beli di sini.(*insert jealousy again...haha =P)

Lain-lain keperluan harian: seperti tuala, berus gigi, bantal (unless it is bantal busuk), cadar tak payah bawak. May be a small non-space taking towel for the trip. Ubat gigi halal dari msia tiub kecik-kecil is a good idea. Cik rasa 2-3 pasang telekung untuk berganti-ganti dah cukup. Di sini orang msia saja solat guna telekung. Bangsa lain tak guna telekung. Cikpun kengkadang masa travel or di luar rumah solat dengan tudung saja. Sejadah 2 helai, satu untuk guna kat rumah, satu lagi beli yang nipis or yang kecil untuk guna masa travel. Cik kengkadang guna tuala saja buat sejadah.

Tudung: Di sini tak banyak choice dan tak lawa dan tak dak style msia…kalau nak tudung bawal tak leh cari di sini. Nak tudung lawa beli di msia. Tudung tsunami (errr, tudung cemane kah ini?) banyak la. Tudung labuh macam Chu pkai boleh dapat di kedai jual kitab dan buku islam Tapi boleh dapat dalam warna hitam, kelabu, hitam + kelabu, kelabu + hitam, or cokelat gelap. Nak warna lain..again, beli di Msia. Tudung style datin (hailait skettt =p) bleh la beli di kedai kain india di sini. Alas lengan (arm sleeves) , tutup anak rambut, tu semuapun cik cadangkan Nani beli di msia. Benda-benda cam tu semua susah dapat di sini. Kalau adapun, mahal and limited choice.

Rempah-ratus – rempah ratus mentah tak payah bawak. i.e. biji ketumbar, biji lada hitam, biji jintan etc. No need to bring. Takut nanti kena rampas dek kastam. Depa ni bukan boleh kira. Depa tengok biji halus-halus depa ingat kita nak mai US tanam rempah-ratus. So nak selamat tak payah bawa rempah mentah jenis-jenis biji. Rempah mentah yang dah siap dikisar cik rasa okay. Tapi buat rugi space dalam luggage saja bawak rempah ni semua. Di kedai india/pakistan kat sini ada perbagai jenis rempah. Kekacang dan beraspun tak payah bawak. Kedai grocery biasapun ada jual rempah mentah. Matsaleh sini dah syok makan kari la ni. Rempah yang cik rasa patut bawak are rempah campuran untuk kari ikan/ayamdaging/udang, rempah campuran untuk rendang, rempah campuran nasi beriani, rempah campuran untuk sup dan sepapan bunjut sup. Beli peket besar. Figure sebab area midwest ni jauh dari laut maka jadinya makanan laut mahal dan susah dapat di sini. So you will NOT be eating kari ikan/udang/ketam every other day. Figure everyday you will be eating either ayam or daging. SO bring rempah untuk kari ayam lebih sikit. 2 -3 peket besar (bukan 2 -3 guni no…) dah cukup. Orang lainpun nanti bawak bekal depa. Cik selalu beli brand adabi dan faizah. Ikan bilis yang dah siap dipilispun bawak la sikit. Hari tu masa balik cik beli kat expo peladang ikan bilis dalam peket kecil kecil yang siap dipilih. Very convenient. Bila nak guna buka satu peket. Ikan bilis kalau lama tak guna dia jadik terlampau masin, bau busuk dan tak menarik eventhough simpan dalam peti ais. So kalau dah siap dalam peket kecil-kecik ni senang la bila nak makan amek setakat yang nak saja. <u>Udang kering tak payah bawak. Sotong kering tak payah bawak.Ikan kering? Depends. If you like ikan kering (bukan ikan pekasam…!!!!) bawaklah sebungkus dua yang kecik-kecik. Tapi kalau nanti nani dok dalam apartment building harap jangan goreng ikan kering. Nanti jiran sebelah ingat bau bangkai depa panggil polis pulak! Cili kering tak payah bawak. Sini ada bermacam jenis cili dari yang pedas sampai dua hari tak hilang dan yang tak pedas langsung. And please jangan lupa belacan. Macam yang tok dok buat bagi kat cik tu very nice. Dia siap bakar sampai kering. Mai sini cik simpan dalam peti ais tahan 4 – 5 tahun! Guna setakat nak amek syarat saja. Rempahpun cik simpan dalam peti ais. Tahan lama. Belacan sini semua vietnam , thailand , melaka or penang mari. Tengok rupapun cik geli. Kalau nak bawak kicap habhal, good idea. Tapi tu lah, botol tu berat dan mungkin pecah dalam perjalanan. Maybe bleh beli sebotol dua and transfer masuk dalam botol plastik yang tak mudah pecah (isi ¾ penuh pasal dalam plane nanti botol tu menguncup due air pressure, takut nanti tercabut tudung botol pulak. So make sure you screw in the cap tightly too) pas tu bungkus dalam newspaper and masuk dalam beg plastik. The only kicap halal yang ada di sini is kicap ABC dari indonesia . Kicap matsaleh terlampau cair dan teramat masin eventhough cara pembuatan kicap depa is more bersih. You can do the same with sos cili dan sos tomato. Sos cili sini suma thailand mari. Kopi msia kalau nani jenis minum kopi bawaklah banyak bungkus sikit. Tok beli pek kecil-kecil kat cik. Cik Cuma minum kopi msia seminggu dua kali..nak jimat..untuk special occasion masa cik rileks kat rumah. Hari lain, minum kopi segera yang biasa-biasa tu saja. Dan kalau Nani suka serondeng (my fav food ever, hailat byk sketttt =Ppp) bawakla dua tiga peket. Hari tu balik cik beli serondeng daging keluaran FAMA. It is not super sedap but it is good enough. I like it sebab dia dah siap dibungkus dalam peket kedap udara dan outside peket tu ada instructions and nutritional values in english…kut kena explain kat kastam. (wahahha we eat to live, dats why panjang gler bab food ni)

Books: Cik rasa tak payah bawak kalau rasa tak perlu. Buat berat beg saja. Easier kalau Nani tulis saja title buku-buku yang agak important nanti mai sini bleh cari kat kedai buku terpakai. Your lecture and school notes kalau nak bawak and tak makan ruang bawakla. Tapi easier kalau if you scan masuk pendrive. Sampai sini boleh print balik. Kut ada resepi-resepi rahsia yang mak nani, tok, chuck dan chu dah perturn kat nani better masuk pendrive as well as gambar-gambar. Buku resepi tak payah bawak pasal kat internet berlambak resepi sites for masakan melayu.

Nanti Nani bawak laptop mai sini? Just be aware that kalau nani bawak laptop, nanti lalu kat airport security is going to be rough and slow sebab they will want to turn it on and go through it inside out. They may even go through your files. Laptop kecik-kecikpun berat jugak. So, kalau Nani bawak laptop try to limit your handlugggage to as light as it can be. Remember you will be walking from gate to gate, from arrival to departure lounge of at least two airports on your way here. Don’t uncessarily burden yourself. Nanti kut tersilap gate ka apa ka, nak berlari dengan hand luggage berat (lain la kalau dah PRO macam Cik ni…hehehe) Bawak sepersalinan baju luar dan dalam, one or two light reading material as well as a few toiletries dah cukup. Don’t have to bring your cellphone. Cellphone msia tak jalan di US . Other books: kalau ada buku panduan berbagai jenis ibadat sunat dan, buku doa complete, qur’an kecil dan besar serta terjemahan, surat yaseen bawak la.

My past experience say masa packing tu cuba organized each item into smaller plastic bags. Sebab nanti kalau kena declara kat kastam dia akan punggah bag kita. Kalau kena kastam yang ‘kureng’ sikit, jenuh nak kena arrange balik luggage so you can lock it. So, arrange your food into small bgs. At least kata la he wants to check rempah yang nani bawak, he only needs to go through the one bag instead of digging through your whole luggage looking for rempah. Anyway, kalau dah dalam plastik bag, if bungkusan rempah tu pecah at least it will be contained inside the bag. Also, isi luggage tu until you can comfortable lift it yourself. Nanti lalu kastam you have to haul the luggage onto platforms that is going to be about three feet above ground. So, if you cannot comfortably lift it yourself, better take out some stuff. Kastam ni kengkadang tak mau tolong langsung. This is what I normally do. I count on no one helping me at the airport and I fill the luggage sampai cik boleh angkat bag tu sorang-sorang. Selagi boleh angkat..keep on isi.. Hope you get a good sturdy bag for the trip. Bag yang macam mak Nani bawak pi mekah is probably good if you can find something a tad bigger. Airport handlers can be quite rough with the bags. Takut nanti koyak rabak before sampai sini.

Oh, look at that. Dah jam 3.50. Lagi sepuluh minit I’ll be out of here. Nak gi amek the two nangois from daycare. So, this is it for now. Kalu ada apa-apa pesanan lagi that I come up with, I’ll email later. Until then, limpahan salam kasih sayang to everyone at home.

Maznah Isa

DuPage County IT Dept.

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I'm looking for more. =D
If there's any, I'll post okay.
cheers!


(cilok then cropped from Zzah's fs. Hee peace!)
this is Nani aka Nur Amnani Nasiruddin.
Like matun said "nani selamber jer"
haha
i couldn't agree more!

Lalalalalala...

I may die in boredom. Haiz.

It's raining since last night here in Kuching Miaw Miaw. Adoi. Baju x kering laaa.

I'm darn lazy to study. Lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Sneeze. Againnnnnnnnn and againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Feel like to kick out all of the three musketeers.

But no, I'll never do that. For sure mak,abah,adik2,kakak will kick me out instead.

Solution: Blog hopping. Now and forever.

~Huahauhuahhauaua~

Two days ago I slept at 5am. Reading Tun Dr M's blog. and all the 500++ comments on every post he writes. -____- Guess what time I woke up?

The three musketeers

Ignore the date above and below. I intend to make up for all the time when I didn't able to blog. Revenge. *insert evil looks here*

Enough of my overwhelmed feeling after my so-called new finding, I want to move on. I just realize, nil spices of my previous post. or in other words : no picture. Did you find it to be dull? Anyway, let me introduce to you, the apples of my family's heart:

The Musketeer One

"Je m'appelle Bulat. (don't tell my owner (the blog's owner) I sneak on her back everytime she's on the net) My name is Round aka Bulat. Hold on. I'm not as round as what you think I am. Never think that way. That is history. You know, people change and so do cat like me. I play so much that I lost many weight and become so skinny. Maybe people should call me Stick or Kayu since now I've it's looks. Enough of the introduction. I am female by the way. I eat a lot and I scream as much as I eat especially when I see anybody goes to the kitchen. I expect they want to feed me but they actually don't. (sigh) Sometimes human are selfish. or selhuman I suppose. I'm very naughty too. Denice the menace of the house. I often drop things in the house. Miawahahaaha.. Oh yea, in case you're wondering, my favorite food is fish. I love to play with the other two miao."

The owner: that's a bit of self introduction by my kitten. She's 6 months, I think. She's annoyed me most of the time as she loves to scream out loud at me every time I go to the kitchen (sorry, redundancy) Despite all that, I still love her. Mwah.

ok next!

The Musketeer Two

"Hallo, my name is Didun. Didun what? Just Didun as in dee-dune. Don't ask why, I've no idea why I am called that name but I like it. First and foremost, I'm clean and tidy. I love to groom my self. I hate dirty place or dirty cat especially Bulat. If there's any, I'll groom them up.That's why people love me because I've discipline. Oh you want to know my secret? I'm a shy girl. I run as fast as I could and hide underneath the couch every time a stranger comes to our house. I don't feel comfortable with everyone in the house but not when I'm with the only son in the house : Lan. (blogger's bro) because he was the one who pick me up when I came to this house. I feel secure when I'm with him. I love to play with the other two miao. too."

The owner: I think this kitten was abused when she was little that's why she seems to have low self-esteem. But we all love her. She's our second favorite of all. She came to our house few months ago and makes our house as hers. She's an obedient cat. Good kitty.

The Musketeer 3


"Haiho! I'm the eldest among all. Do call me Miming. But people also call me Big aka Besar or Giant. Why? I bet you know why. Because I'm so darn big. Don't doubt me. Maybe my picture above doesn't seem to show my real size. Well, photoshop. -_- I came to this family a year ago. The story is like this : I used to live at a restaurant near the main city. One day, I saw a man (the blogger's dad) eating with his friends and I decided to follow him back home. I hope he will let me. And thank god, he allowed me to follow. His children showered me and fed me. I felt like I have ohana. Ohana means family. Only God knows how happy I was. I'm lucky enough not to meet bad and evil stranger that intend to throw me away. *insert sad tone*. So that's how I got into this house. I like being here because all of them treat me nicely as if I'm a VIP. Oh yea, just so you know, I'm the hero of all the cats here. I'm the man. I love to play with other two miao. too. "

The owner: Yes, he is right. He's our favorite of all. Even my mom who's very choosy in liking cats loves him. Bath him, do manicure and pedicure to him. He is such one lucky cat.

I actually have so many things to say but I think let it be in another post. Hoho too much information's sometimes annoyed, no?

Notice my miaos similarity? They all are stripy. Heh -_-

Now you know all of them. If they happen to knock on your door and beg for food some day, do contact me asap ok?

p/s :

Cats are irresistable!

HTML code. CSS code. Yeay. Now I know how!

*the post below was made for umar because he wanted to see how the html code works. so ignore it. mwahahhahah*

Hey hey hey. I know I'm a bit of buta (blind) IT here. But hey, I'm learning now and deeply in love with it. Weehee~
Miem, this is for you. =D And for those who have been looking for how to make underline, and etc, this is for you too! Just want to share my new finding. Heh. -___-

Did you notice in my previous post, (a long one, not the one that contains two words: umar hot) there's a....

blink?

And and and, I managed to underline a sentence, something like this :

Baizura sangat comel!!!
(hehe don't hate me)

or something like this...

My favorite Secret Recipe's menu is durian oreo cheese cake.

sheh. Wanna know the secret? It is called Baizura Secret (instead of Victoria Secret. LOL).
Heh. Joking.

I found it here


But but but.

It takes longer to create! Hassles! Imagine, to make an underline on a word, you need to type:

this is the initial (before the word) : p style=text-decoration:underline;" (enclosed with < & >)

this is at the end of the word : /p (do the same: enclose with < & >)

i.e: < style="text-decoration:underline;"> Life is great < /p >

I could not type the proper way of coding because it won't appear since the css code is applicable here.

and so, to make the word blink, just simply change the word underline to blink. i.e:

p style=text-decoration:blink;"

apply the same code at the end of the word ---> /p

testing-->

Selamat hari raya!!!

comprend??

huhuh if my explanation doesn't help you much, you can simply click the link above.

hurm, that was hard one.


until.........................




tadaaaaaaaa~ I asked Insyirah for a simple and short ones. Yes. But managed to get for the underline and line through only. sigh~

if you would like to cancel the word, type strike (note: enclose with <>) then at the end of the word, add /strike.

test 1,2,3:

learning how to cook is tedious

Yes bejaya!!! Hee..

how bout underline?

just add <> whatyouwanttowrite < /u > (when you want to do this, please make sure all the words are not separated with white spaces. because white spaces is case sensitive here. or in short: don't leave any spaces between the alphabet. get them closed. oh oh writing this remind me of c++. XD )

test 4,5,6:

Today I am so happy because I get to learn new things

Hoh. That is soooooooooooo easy.

There you have it dear eager-to-learn-new-stuff readers (if there's any) huhuh... I won't stop gaining new knowledge. Quoting from a famous person who I forgot whathisname is :

Learning is fun!!

I'm looking forward for other styles. Yippie..!

p/s : in writing a code, it is important for you to start with this symbol '<' . and end with '>' .Every each of the symbol or alphabet used is extremely vital to make the code works.

*if you truly don't get what I'm trying to tell you, just ignore this post and click on the link above. ok?*

saje2 main html code

umar hot

French?

Disloyal. Vulnerable. Fragile

That happen to me when it comes to.... my blog's background.

Cheese. -_-

Learning a bit of French Language yesterday was awesome. Thanks to my great teacher, Mr Lucas aka Luqman.

What did I learn?

Je = I
m'appelle = called myself

Je m'appelle Baizura = I called my self Baizura. (or my name is Baizura)

No = non (pronounce as NO)

Oui = Yes

Au revoir = bye bye (i think so. hehe)

J'aime manger = I love to eat

heeh O_o

if I'm not satisfied with something I shall say 'zut' or in English = damn.

But that one is a moderate tone, there's another word, harsh one. Gaga forgot laa.
Haish, now I may use 'zut'.

Zut.. ~

comprends?

comprends = understand?

Blame my self for not copying my lesson last night. Nvm, I can look up in google.
Let's start with a common conversation in French.

Peter : Bonjour! (Hello, Good Morning!)

Jane : Bonsoir! (Hello, Good evening! )

*Peter & Jane is a title of my childhood book. Hihi just wanna refresh my memories.

Peter : Comment tu t'appelles? (what is your name?) Je m'appelle Peter.

Jane : Je m'appelle Jane.

Peter : Oui. (Yes) Bonne journee! (Have a good day!)

Jane : Merci (Thank you) A plus tard! (See you later!)

Peter : De rien (You're welcome) Au revoir.. (Bye)

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 Other greetings: 

s'il vous plait = please

pardon = excuse me!

excusez-moi = excuse me, can I get past?

pardon = excuse me? sorry?

a plus = later~~!

a demain = see you tomorrow!

bonne chance = good luck!

bonne route = have a good journey!

bon apetit = enjoy your meal!

sante = cheers!

: : information from here : :

Lucas said : Learning French is not easy since a learner need to memorize all the verbs and male/female usage.

Tahu basic pon jadila.. =D At least if I travel to France one day, I won't counter much problem. (if lucky enough) No problemo.

Woho this is so Cool!!!

Rendang Wo.

I'll make this a short one.

Yatta. I made rendang this evening. My favorite food of all time. And also serunding. and ayam masak kicap. and mee kolok. and also mee kari. and also nasi ayam. and, and, and, oh now I'm craving for my favorite dishes. hee~


*big grin*



=)




haha not so fast! I forgot to add one important information.

I did that with MUM'S HELP. I'm suck in cooking, I've to admit that. At least I tried to learn how to cook though I found cooking is not my field.

LOL. Cooking should be every woman's field. Am I right or am I right? (quoting from Ms Yaya)


huhuhu Ganbate Baizura! I'm sure one day you can be as good as Chef Wan.

erm...maybe not. Maybe as good as my mum. =D