Sunday, December 21, 2008

NO MORE

This blog is no longer exist. I'm not gonna delete it since so many people have this link and I bet they haven't changed to my new blog. So, if you are one of them, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee change it okay?

BAIZURA'S NEW BLOG

oh, why wordpress.com? because because, I just love its features.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

yang dah sudah tu biarkanlah berlalu..

heh. gedik tak?

setiap orang berubah

saya juga begitu

maka saya telah berubah

maaflah ini sangatlah leceh kan

nak redirecting blog address.

i know. i know.

tapi if you love me, tukar my blog link pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? *insert muke comel*

click here, my new home.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

grateful

view from my dorm. i thought it was snowing.

woho. walawei. exam 3 marks are posted on pari-pari aka Angel.
conclusion:
did very bad in math
did better in econ
did good in hdfs

i'm grateful. my efforts are paid off. but i know well that i could have done better if i worked on the material earlier. but again, i am grateful, alhamdulillah.
i have a doubt though on my GPA. macam atas pagar. i hope i can pull this semester off. please. i will work harder next sem. i will. i will. after almost 3 months in PA, i believe i can adapt well to the environment. i hope to get better grades next semester. 3.5 anb above. like abah said,
nevermindlah if this sem is not as good as what you predict. there's next sem. work hard on that. i am gratefull too, that my parents are not higly demanding of my academic excellence.
i need to study really hard for final. oh i will.

10 reasons to be grateful of the upcoming holiday:

1. nak baca novels!! arhhh since exam 3, i restricted myself from reading any of them.
2. nak tido cukup3!!!!!!!!!!!!! sleep deprived for almost 2 weeks dah ni!
3. this should come first tapi, ah cuti what? finish homeworks:
a. math
b. actuarial sc presentation + leadership paper
c. research paper (kasi siap terus so that tak kacau study week)
4. studyyyyyy! (from econ to math to adolescence)
5. keep myself up to date with current issues and family and friends and myself.
6. nak makan nasik+telur goreng+kicap. hehe thanks to yaya and the housemates coz kasi me dudok ur place. tengkiyukk. nanti korang dah grad mst kami akan merindui kamu~ huhuhu aaaa nak makan my fav food~~~ ha ah saya tak taw masak, gulai ke ape ke, kari ke. nanti2 la saye belajar. nanti.
7. thanksgiving dinner with smeal's stuff. hoh. excited!
8. nak ushar black friday. maah ajak buat khemah depan nittany mall. ye lah ye.
9. holiday is short so enjoy to the fullest.
10. prepare for the following week, it's gonna be hectic!

plus, i got a new nickname - memerang.
ni jecko wacko nye angkara!

tapi saya tak kisah pun. hihi

Monday, November 17, 2008

snow wo

it's snowing todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
of course i'm excited but since this is not the first time it happens so the degree of excitement is rather low.

ah research paper~

expecting my photos on snowing day?
my bad, monday is the most busy day!! ;(

Friday, November 14, 2008

finally it is friday!

i always eager to meet you
but there are always boundaries between us
you know
E, M, H, they all are blocking our way
hate them
no
love them
i used to love M and hate E but now it is totally the opposite
H is an exception
I love H no matter what
we have approximately 6 hours to meet.

love,
you're biggest fan
friday's night biggest fan.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

i hate women.

yahh. i did not know we can track our old blog layout! so tadda. anne, don't feel guilty anymore.

ok updates!

1. busy macam ape je saya pun tidak tahu
2. penat cam ape je saya pun tidak tahu
3. obama menang. wee. WE CAN CHANGE! (can we?)
4. i thought of updating and reorganize my documents in my laptop but does not seem to work out, any of them. ah pemalas!
5. my sis got 5a. congrats. it must be because of me, i'm your greatest sister. mwahahhahahha

done.

i nak tido sebab tido tak cukup sangat2. :(
*geram sbb baik sgt semalam* bodoh *

p/s : the post title is totally out of topic.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

be strong no matter what.

a depress week.
the most free week.
the more free i am the more i procrastinate.

enough baizura.

Monday, October 27, 2008

under construction

as you may see clearly the changes of my dearest blog.

since i am in a very hectic and busyyyyyyyyyyy week, so i could not do much.

i will leave it as it is now until i have the right time to get it done.

so i'll be gone.




but.



i'll be back~!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

now i feel like blogging

i visit my blog every time i feel to. the routine is like this. i woke up, if i were late to class (e.g: for my ESL class 8 o'clock in the morning), i skip the routine. i went back to my room (like today), felt extremely glad and cheerful that i am done with class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n (heck, Marie is still sleeping! what a 'luxurious' life she has. prosperous with adequately time to sleep) that's what i feel after having such a longgggggggggggggggg day yesterday. i didn't even tell you that i walked for almost 10 minutes from the library to my room. that is suprising because i usually take about almost 20mins to get there and vice versa. hah digress. okay okay routine right. i switched on my computer. wait for few seconds while it loaded and the first thing i did is to get into my ym's status. like today, my status was:

"yeah i'm done with class!"

or when i need rest,
"napping"

or when i don't want to be bothered,
"not at my desk"

pretty obvious sometimes.
haha.

i came out with one status that my friends like the most,
"sharing is caring otherwise boring".
not originally from me though.

okay too much of information now.
and so,
i would click on FireFox and my number one priority is : penn state webmail. next is angel (penn state's academic website). next is Cambridge dictionary web. those three websites are vital to be displayed in my FireFox. next on is of course, unsurprisingly, facebook! when i get bored of the everyday-the-same-thing-appear on facebook home page, blog hopping is my favorite how-to-waste-your-precious-time thing to do. i always feel of updating my blog but since i often feel there are too much things to say, i unconsciously close the blog's tab and off to play squash (example).

i can be pretty jealous to see other people's blog are very up to date. unlike mine.
well at least i tried.
too busy to put my head here i suppose.

i have so many home works that need to be done for this weekend. luckily homecoming is over, otherwise i may need to think twice whether or not to spend any of time with that.

lalala. too much of nagging here.

off me to meet my conversation partner, Assma.
or
i should get a nap. i need rest.
we all need a break.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

i love saturdayyyyyyyyyy!

yeeehaaa. soon this dull and so so lame page will diminish. bye bye. adios. amigos.

i seek help from miem but she was too busy to do so. huhu it's fine then because she had exam to study for. you go girl. i asked anne to guide me and i hope she will reply to me as soon as possible.

yes. let's update!!

story number 1.
did my econ test. i think it was better than the 1st one. now who says the 1st one always the best? guess that does not occur to everything.

story number 2
went to play squash. hell it was moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fun than jogging.

story number 3
marie was sick all day long. poor her. and me being so afraid to do anything, i did only ask her how she feels and not doing anything to ease her pain well maybe i did reduce the noise i always make. yelaaa. i'm not good with sickling.

story number 4
done with appartment applications- thanks to shamilah! done with ESL assignment. just now. i am so glad with that- thanks to shafique and iliani and of course, Cassie! so so far i've done with writings. and some more to go!

story number 5
yesterday was hell a lot of fun i tell ya. firstly which is not so proudly to say, i miss hdfs class. screw me. this is my second time ever i missed a class. which i was half conscious when i did that. don't blame me though. blame the math theory class that put all of us to sleep. i was too sleepy to care whether i should go to the last class of friday (which i regretted so much for choosing a class at this hour! completely a bugger!) and so, instead of going straight to my cozy and inviting bed, i walked ahead to the library. i have no idea what i was thinking. i went up to the second floor and found a sleeping arm chair. nice babe. i was supposed to have just a nap. woke up at 5.15, knowing i have 15minutes left before the class ends. i geared up my energy and went back to East Hall. i hope one of us went to the class. i need notes! ok the part of not so fun ends.

and then............... there was a PARADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the best weekend ever. i repeat, ever. the parade beat my other fun weekends. i totally loved the crowds and touched by the spirit of the folks and surprisingly, the little ones!! darn, they are soooo adorable. we passed through this one kid, she or he was wearing a lion hoody and it was so cute. too bad, we did not snap a picture of her or him.

smeal!
it is depressing to know that i own a very not sharped camera.
so excuse my pictures.

this is a CATA bus, correction, a small version of CATA bus.
can you see the people next to the bus are taller than the bus?

then we headed to Big Bowl. This is our favorite place to eat the cheapest, nasi goreng!

man in read is Maah. My favorite tak-bertauliah economist wannabe.


then we decided to watch Hell Boy 2 at the HUB. but since we had 30minutes to go so we thought of hitting the bat for few minutes.
i know i know you should spotted my fatss. auuw. i will soon make them disappear!
bulan my so called abang-family-plan-hand-phone, is very good in this game. he once smashed the ball to me and dropped my cell phone on the ground in split seconds. haha sape suruh bajet pandai calling while playing?

credit skett to the camera women, aish camwhoring sendiri-sendre nampak???
haha this is ainee.

we went to watch the movie which ended at 11.30. we walked out the door, goshhhhhh it was freeaking cold!!!! my teeth was chattering and i could not speak the words out well. or perhaps it was not that cold, maybe i was exaggerating or something. ah i don't care.

story number 6
we went back to East Hall and dropped by at Findlay to see who's there. there were maah and iylia. we were so excited to play at the white building again tomorrow (which is today) and invited maah to join us. and he said,
"okay jom. tapi kasi siap esl dulu, esok leh enjoy puas-puas"

you know what, immediately i felt enthusiastic and rushed to my room. i did my laundry and cleaned up my room and started doing esl. and now i am almost done with it. :) alhamdulillah.

today, in about half an hour, we wil witness the game between penn state and michigan!
beat michigan!!!

go lions!! roarrrr...!!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

biological clock

craps. slept at 6 am and woke up at 9 and with half dizzy head but full of determination and hopes to sit for econ test. i know that is not healthy and i should think of the consequences but i just could not help my self. marie was worried of my biological clock that for the past three days, i constantly went back to our room at least at 2am.

"where were you all night?" (from her tone, she might think i went for party or something)
"study. i have econ test. die. i'll be a nerd"
"i too have exams."
"ooo we have exam", in sarcastic tone.

cramped your head all night studying for tomorrow's exam is not the next best thing aka opportunity cost.

-_-

Saturday, October 11, 2008

fat.

i used to despise girls who always want to get thinner though they are ridiculously thin!
but i am not any near to those girls' body image.

bad.

seriously.

i need to sweat! i need to get all the fats out!

so now i realize that i'm getting bigger and bigger and i am not happy at all.

lose weight = happy face.

so now i am going to exercise!

yes that's the spirit!

p/s: heh ali, soon i will no more be 'by gemok'.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

saya. saya. saya.

saya sangat lah penat hari ini. saya tidak kisah bahasa apa mahu guna untuk blog sebab ia milik saya. seperti pepatah inggeris, 'who cares?' jadi 'siapa kisah'.
suhu di penn state ini sudah semakin menurun menyebabkan saya sangatlah sejuk senantiasa. tambahan pula work load semakin hari semakin semangat dan bergumbira hadir dalam hidup saya. mahu sahaja saya mencarut-carut tapi ia tidak baik untuk kesihatan rohani. saya mahu cerita saya ada test selasa ini despite kebusy-an saya. inilah kehidupan kami ya. test pada selasa ini ialah math 140 aka calculus 1. saya baru sahaja mendapat markah homework math yang saya sudah berhempas pulas minggu lepas dan saya aimed 10 tapi last-last saya dapat 8.5. Ia membuatkan saya terkasima dan berkata 'why??????????? tell me why???"
punyalah saya tidak tidur malam mahu membuat benda alah itu dan hasilnya? sangat tidak memuaskan. mungkin ada yang berkata 'alah 8.5 okay lah tu!'. tapi anda haru mengerti bahawa rakan-rakan seperjuangan saya sewenang-wenangnya mendapat 10 per 10 tidak kisah betul ke tidak jawapannya! bukankah ini tidak adil?

ya.

dunia ini memang tidak adil. jadi saya mengambil langkah bijaksana sini dengan sabar dan tawakal ngan apa yang saya dapat. Allah maha mengetahui. mungkin hikmah disebalik jendela kaca ini ialah supaya saya sedar diri dan berusaha lagi dan terus berusaha. mungkin saya juga perlu muhasabah diri dan membuat 'self reflection'. ya.

apa-apapun. saya mahu cerita raya saya disini. dan tiada gambar ya. semua ada di muka buku.

saya suka raya sebab.
dapat makan kek lapis. tengs sooooooo much haleem! u made me feel like i am home. cewah macam lagu la plak.
dapat makan rendang. tengs sooooooooooo much seniors!
dapat makan serundingggggggggggg. waaaaaaaaaaaaa by the moment ade orang letak bekas serunding di atas carpet, saya terus dengan muka tak taw malu dan gersang-kan kempunankan serunding terus mencilok sebanyak boleh ke dalam mulut. hah itu dia!
dapat makan almost sume lawok pawok raya!

saya juga tidak suka raya sebab.
takde mak,abah, dan adik beradik dan juga makcik makcik pakcik pakcik kazen kazen.
tak dapat salam family. huhuuh ;(
tiada duit raya straight dari pocket baju melayu abah. hihi ;P

kesimpulannya minggu lepas sangatlah busy mengalahkan cik kiah nak uruskan rombongan gi kampong cik bedah.

sekali lagi beribu-ribu kalungan terimas kepada seniors. ;)

dan Allah SWT, for this to happen.

doakan saya utk test ni ye! saya rasa cam ape je study math.

hari ni saya sangat penatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. :(

Friday, October 3, 2008

hey it's hot in here!

not.

sangat sejuk.

it's freezing.

huhuhuhuhuh

harap otak kami x beku.

aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Hari Raya


setinggi-tingginya penghargaan kepada saudari Zul Bobby.
tsk tsk.
terharu tergaru saya dibuatnya!

p/s: saya sangat rindukan kebakuan kamu! huhauhauha
***

to all my family, relatives and friends in Malaysia.

Selamat Hari Raya. ;)

.Please forgive my wrong doings.
.Please pray for my success.
.Please pray for my savety.

(=.=")
***
waha kesilapan pemilihan kata di atas.
*saudara Zul
hihi

Sunday, September 28, 2008

saya suke buat tag!!!


from flickr.com
(out of many flavors m&m has, whyyyy la on earth kat sini takde Crunchy flavor??? siap ade yg the latest flav that i belive most people will craze for, mint flavor. peanut butter la ape la. isk haru.)

although i know my works has piled up but i still want to do this tag. dah siap i cepat2 pegi study room okay.

tagged by Farhan. Thanks bro.

My Top 10 Most Favorite Foods:
1. Rendang
2. Ayam pelbagai masakan
3. Chocolate : Kit Kat & M&M Crunchy
4. Serundinggggggggggggggggggggg. sgt craving!
5. Cheese Cake
6. Kek Lapis Evergreen and the one that has cadbury between its layer. sgt sedap tp mahal. isk.
7. Nasik goreng cina
8. Mushroom soup
9. Ice cream yang ade biskut dlm die but not cookies creamy.
10. Milo. Nanti jadi sehat dan kuat.

10 Things I love doing
1. Reading Hlovate's books and web over and over again sampai geram sbb byk story hanging. ;(
2. Reading Sophie Kinsella's book.
3. Reading Susan Elizabeth Philips' book.
4. Online : Check email, check angel, check facebook, friendster. etc etc.
5. Blog hopping. (always did back in Intec during summer sem)
6. Getting extra napping
7. Walking instead of naik kenderaan
8. Window shopping
9. Listen to love songs kat yahoo messenger. i really love those songs by air suply now listening to Nicole Kidman- come what may. sangat sukerrrr. nostalgic.
10. Hang out with friends: just lepak, main game, basketball.

5 types of guy I adore
1. benz alif
2. ked
3. AO
4. benz alif
5. benz alif


i know i know. what the heck lah kan. benz alif, ked, AO are not TYPES of guy. but i adore them jugak. can't write their qualities down sebab too many? hee. want to know them, click here

5 things i love doing when i'm emo
1. sleep. yes sleeps cure almost everything.
2. read al-quran, really helps.
3. if critical sgt, cried in the bathroom. define critical? my biggest problem in the wide world macam when my cat yang sayang sgt2 mati or when i did not study hard when i suppose to do so or when i let down someone or hurt someone's feeling or when i feel no one to hold on to when i deadly need one or when i couldn't find my biggest comfort or yadayada ok saya memang suke digress dan bebel.
4. confess and confide with close friend or mostly my family. preferably the opposite gender.
5. being all alone.

5 things i love doing when I'm happy
1. Sleep. too happy sampai xtaw nak buat ape. tido je laa.
2. Eat stuff that i rarely eat.
3. Giggling, laughing, smiling, praising.
4. Buat mata bersinar-sinar to show that I'm happy and make people happy too. contagious no?
5. let it all out in my blog? haha.

5ways to win my heart
1. be sarcastic and accept my sarcasm.
2. buat lawak selawak lawak alam.
3. masak sedap2. hee.
4. caring
5. open minded and positive thinker

5 things i wish to happen
1. graduate dengan mantap terbaik : distinction and dapat kerja baik
2. get married to the man that i deserve. we deserve each other
3. gathering with all my frens dari kecik umor sbulan sampai laa ni.
4. travel all around the world.
5. bukak pet shop

3 ridiculous things to do before die
1. meet Oprah. tp tu x ridiculous pun. haha wateva.
2. erk xtaw
3. erk x tawwww. can't think of any.

my top 10 addicted songs
1. tell me - wonder girls
2. lies - big bang
3. air supply songs.
4-10. anything. i'm very universal.

10 people to tag:

anyoneeeeeeeeeeeee!! hehe i'm so baik. ;)

i'll do the other tag latter once i found all the pictures.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

penn state won the game.

i feel like to puke. cheese pizza. urgh. adolescence+ pizza+cheaper by the dozen+ ps i love you+ penn staters cheers+ stomach full = lost of contentment. i wish i am not a lazy bump. i wish i'm a hardworking or swot (new vocab learn from a friend). i wish i'm an organized and high achiever. well truthfully, i am not. but i always want to be one. i always do. recently i have too many distractions. i thought i have fully adjusted to life in penn state. oh i'm wrong. i need to get this things back to its pace. if i want to be what i thought i want to be, i have to sacrifice lots of things. can't i just be like one of my friend? she's having all the fun she could possible have yet she's still manage to maintain her grades. why can't i be like her? i wished to change my life, sligthly perhaps. i wish to enjoy every single thing i learn; then it will be more meaningful. learning in school is not just to get an A. it is for my life. for as long as i may live. insyaAllah. i seriously need a good reason to get myself back on the track. i need motivation.

congrats penn state! we beat illinois. ;)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

mercedes benz.

saya sangat suker benz alif okay.
sangat suker.
xtahu la wujud ke tidak orang kat dunia ni macam benz alif.

-__-

i always imagine him as i don't know, one of pelakon tv, of course. haha.

i wish i can get my own benz alif one day. ha.ha. as if. i don't think he exists. but manalah taw. mesti ade. mesti. he's not perfect. but but. he has the efforts to make himself a better man. that what we human always seek for. maybe some of have read the book. some may not. whatever lah. i still want to crap about him here. my place. wahaha.

real name: benz alif sulaiman (huh? wth? benz? mercedes? wth???)
nickname: benji
fav sport: basketball. (uh, he reminds me rukawa kaede!!!!!!!!!!!! yes exactly. no wonder i like him so much. cold-blooded human, ice cold gaze, and so on). i always like engineer. ade gaya u know. haha suke tengok je okay.
sponsor : pnb (ahaha pelu kah?)
age: 20+++ haha not sure. buku lah kan.
fav subject: add math ( saya jugaaaaaaaaaaa!)
careeer: engineer tuu. fly pegi UK guna result trial tuu. urban engineering. (xpena dgr)
ketinggian : tidak dketahui tapi agak tinggi coz main basket.
bentuk badan : unknown tp cam basketball player. i think.

now to the part i like the most. his characteristics:

egomaniac.
sarcastic. suker suker suker. buat sakit hati tp suker.
ambitious.
lepak. cool.
down to earth.
pensakat. (with his family and addin - his wife. isk.)
he can be serious when he need to be one. i like. i like. i like.
he can play guitar.
he can draw. sukerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
he is not friendly with anybody. lagi suker. so unlike me.
islamic. that is one thing we look for. (=.=)

i think above all, i think some of his characters resemble my old friend that i cared so much. i hope i can meet him again. who knows. now we hate each other. in future? .................

i like him but i don't think we deserve each other. oh man, i can't believe i mention this thing here.
enough said.

esok nak test x sedar diri pulak dia ni. gi blaja laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. nanti u regret lagi baru taw like what u did in econ. hah. blaja! u kan suka psychology thingy. yes i am. so i nak study. now now now!

p/s: hope i can find my benz.

sahor.

I read this one blog. bapak slumber-lawak-sempoi that made my day. i laughed all night. although he seems to talk harshly but that is what reality really is. coolness. i like. make me want to blog somemore though i always feel like, 'does anyone read my blog?'. i also tempted to make my blog go private. in future perhaps.

i always account what people think of me. my male friends said girls are like that. i agree. i wish i could stop thinking about people thinking of us and start to think more about what i think of myself that eventually will reflect on my self-esteem. huish. see, i knew i have the psychology-mind.

yesterday i was darn tired. slept at 4, woke up at 10. although i completed my sleep cycle but it was nothing. not a quality sleep i often seek for. damn it. my quality sleep would begin at the latest 12am and end at 5am.

oh it is athan now. Happy Fasting to Penn Staters..

hah, since the title is sahor. so what did i eat? just a 3 in 1 healthy drink all away from Msia and some healthy cookies. i am eating healthy food.

i kept on changing this layout. i just not a setia person. does that reflects my relationship with people? naw. that is totally different okay.
i want new template. i badly need one. i need one. somebody teach me how to change this boring and dull template to the funky and nice nice nice on? *make cute face with big black round begging eyes*

today's night sleep is the best night sleep ever. wahaha. i am not joking, seriously. slept at 12 (this rarely happens) woke up at 5 just to eat. i seldom sahor but since yesterday proved i need some energy, now i can't skip sahor anymore. the not-so-fascinating-fact is that i'm gonna have my 8 am ESL class today! yeah keep the spirit high girl! go ESL go! i love ESL! i love the class materials that make me become more and more confuse about native-non-native speaker! on top of that, i like our instructor, Cassie. she is so cute that whenever she talks, the boys can't stop looking at her. hah, we girls notice okay. i often dash out to class at 7.45am, and calculate the marginal cost and lost - blahblah econ thingy. i count and calculate the amount of time to get to class and predict what time i will come to class. here it is:

distance from my room to class: i don't know. not very far. i didn't remember to bring my measuring tape.

duration from my room to class: i think i think la. 15mins. only if. i walk at faster rate.

and so now, after i had my nikey running shoes, eh no, make that women running shoes, i thought it would make a huge different. yes indeed. it does. from 15mins,i manage to deduct not much maybe 3mins, to get to class. 12mins. maybe maybe i don't know. whenever when i walk to class, when i know i will be late or maybe i will be very punctual, i sneak to my watch and start to estimate the time over and over again. somehow that is time consuming. i should be just walking. regardless how many times i become aware of the time i'm taking, the fact is that the route i take to class does not change and thus, it will be just the same. so now, since i take to account very very much of what people think of me, and i never wish Cassie to have bad impression of me, hey i need to change. today i will go to class at 7.30am though it feels like that is too early. way early. but hey hey, reputation means a lot to you rite. so be it.

enough said.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

tuesday


it has been a wonderful day.

alhamdulillah.

i'm glad.

problem is now solved.

:)

anyhow, mid term for Adolescence Dev will be held on Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
on the Thursday's night I have iftar in conjunction with Fast-A-THON.
should start reading early. 4 chapters. Readinggggg. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sangat suker.
yet yet yet. i am so lazy to do my math homework. huhuhu esok i have econ, yeah repeat balek what i've learned on monday. then econ again. another section. then math. then adolescence. i like all of them. yeah i really do.

now i really like econ.
yes i like you econ. i love youuuuu econ.
a credit to SI intructor, Sarah Golsky for helping me today. Thanks a lot. :)

Saturday, September 20, 2008

a reminder.

penat.penat. tp best. :)


after main-main buang lemak at recreation hall.


kids kad masjid. boy in maroon super handsome. macho. bajet gak la.


"hope the pic you sent to us is deceiving. or else u have to watch ur weight/diet b4 u look like a drum"

mum.

pic itu tipu la mum. ;P

makan sedap

lagi lagi kat masjid

findlay dining hall sedap ngan junk food.


no wonder.


yehay. weekend!

ye saya memang minat giler.
kat.
layout blogspot ni.
cantek giler.
sampai try banyak banyak kali.
nak tengok mane best.
ye.
best giler.

***

wuhhh. what a day! first class at 10.10am to the last one which finished at 5.30pm.

"Yeayyyyy! my weekend has come!"

bukak puasa at masjid. went back to east hall with a ride from a brother. thank you. then lari lari to commons, looked out for a photocopy machine. yeah xerox homework. lari-lari carik the other girls. wuuu voley ball?

nah. voley is not my thing but i do like looking at people playing voley.

next on to recreation hall. then sesat some more looking for the place. rizal aka m the sophomore senior tak tahu pulak di manakah tempat itu. haish.then jumpe. tadaa. wah ramai hell orang. cool. eh. cop. why this place is in dim light? romantic semacam. aneh. looking around. wuhu maw main apakah? zaida and syamila invite me to teman them to jalan-jalan carik squasy court. yes. now i can hit the dinding. lepasla all my shitty tekanan. back to rec hall. let's play basketball. well main baling je. then wuuu let's play fustal. hell no. i no zero bout this accept that i know it is somehow similar to football. belasah saja. ala-ala ape ntah name cter tu. just kick the ball sukahati. block sukahati without proper skills and strategy as long as the ball wouldn't get into the goal. sabrina, daju and ada were playing with us too. they are great. adoi matila aku beat ngan expert. oh tidak. mesti yakin. belasah saja. hehe moto main ngan jannah and zaida too. mira our actp senior was in my team. giler lah lecek cam ape. teror main cam seniors. so bolehla join midwest nih. ngeh2. ape kurangnya jannah and zaida, lecek pun hebat. cewahh. kind of overwhelming with surprise la all of us, the newbies. never played soccer before. me la. never ever. i may be good in defense but not in attacking. same goes in netball and basketball. i used to be the one who grabbed or curik opponent's ball. but i am very bad in guarding cause i'm not tall. my solution was to jump as high as I can. there was a time when i become so suka to jump that i over jump and miss the ball. bengong some more of me. ha-ha. now sakit kaki a bit la. susah la maw lecek-lecek ni... ayoyo~ just now i realize. soccer reminds me of someone. hurm.

yeah soccer is fun. but still basketball is my number one sport. rukawa kaede satuuu. ngeh. my all time favorite, slam dunk will always be number one. need to sharpen my skills especially in throwing. teruk giler. huhu miem, teach me? no. i mean can your friends teach me? (kelip-kelip mata bajet comel) ha.ha.ha. joking.

in short: weekend sudah datang. yeah. marie went home. sob sob. lonely la me. homework tak sabar-sabar nak disettle kan. want to call mom esok. rambling bout my econ test la pe lagi. never in my life feel so dumb. isk. sedih some more. wanna go to library too. pick up a book. want to finish my work before sunday so that i can lepak-lepak tengok movie or watsoever. for this time, i really really want my work to be done before sunday. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee baizura. be rajin will ya?

Thursday, September 18, 2008

tagged by rye

"Terangkan pasal nama dan description yang anda beri pada blog anda."

erm.
erm.
erm.

ape susah kebonar soklan nih?

hehe let's figure out!

nama blog: 'Life Is Great'

i used to have this weird title, which i don't really remember..something like 'saccharine..' a word i found interesting and sounds unique during my SAT time. urgh. can't imagine if i need to study that subject again. tedious. saccharine means too sweat.

life is great simply means life is doing great.
i wish my life from now and forever to be great.
there was a time when i feel like changing the name but i just couldn't find one name to substitute the current one.

so there you have it.

;)

p/s: i screwed up in my econ test. ;( ;( which made me feel so bad that i want to scream my lung out.


Friday, September 12, 2008

whatever to what-so-emotional-post below.

enjoy this.

some might have seen on youtube. mr smith, econ's lecturer shows us for today's opening lesson.




and so we are here. preoccupied with ebay.

ish.

should have not done that.

life is unpredictable isn't it?

a great day was unpleasant after all.

i thought i will be fine

but it turns to be otherwise

suck

i hate it

now i can't do anything bout it

i mean i can

but it will take my precious time

and time is scarce

ok ok econ has really made my life meaningful here

what should i do.

-_- x_x

i thought i have made a right decision

i should have thought of the pros and cons and be persistent

but i didn't.

when time is pushing you to think hard, do you think you can think rationally?

needs and wants are different.

if i do what i think i should do, will i feel a lot better?

this is surely a lesson for me. at least.

feel like to scream out loud and go back to the past. but i can't

think again baizura. think. make it worth.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

when homework strikes.

whenever I had a long holiday, I mean a very long holiday I get very very very excited to get back to school. I can't wait to do homework but not quizzes or exams. I wish I loved exams. once I did, I feel like I want to turn the clock anti clockwise thousands times.

1. ECON: Homework due on next Monday. (try to finish before friday) ;)
2. Adolescence Dev: Quiz!! due 9pm today! (so do it now!)
3. Adole. Dev: Outline. Due tomorrow. (gonna do this afternoon)

study study study reading reading reading, a quick reminder for youuu. i mean myself.

Math 140! quiz on Wed. Oh, I love quiz, don't I?


i love school. i love school. i love school. i looveee school.

repeat thousands time youu baizura. it will not be a burden. anymore. wee.

p/s: I'm so dead. It's raining now. It's raining heavily. Thunders. The weather forecast was right. I should have taken it seriously. Now how can I get to the 8am class without getting wet? I should have bought an umbrella yesterday. :(

Sunday, September 7, 2008

It's Sunday.

I always love Sunday. But i think i love Saturday more. So sorry mister Sunday. Urgh.
Anyhow, something happen that cause my night to be unpleasant. I don't hate it. I'm stuck in the middle. Iftar with all Malaysians and MSD Officer plus Petronas officer was heaven because of one little creature called CHICKEN. Make that Halal Chicken. ;) Met seniors and I could almost remember all of their names. Proud of myself. Lol. ;P Finished dining, we were about to head down to the exit when we saw people doing art stuffs. I like. we decided to stop by. ended up spending time there for about 2 hours. showed our Penn State Id and walla, they gave us a file and we are pleased to decorate them. Right at that very moment i knew why i wanted to do this. i used to do kind of the same thing but with different intention. i decorated two small cute vases exclusively for myself. i thought of giving one to her but it was too early. so it is time.
taddaaaaa. i made a file for my room mate, Marie!


thank you so much iliani. she drew the front page perfectly!!!


our special guest of the day, Miss Iliani the great artist!


trying hard to look artistic

Jannah to Rachel. Baizura to Marie. Glad they both like what we did for them. :)
sangat suka butterfly Jannah made.

Hani to Catherine. You should see Catherine's reaction! She got so excited that she kept on saying "This is so cute! You're so nice!" and looked at me, "Awak Cakak?? right?" and I would go, "Nooo, it is 'Awak Kacak!", all of us can't stop laughing out loud. the story behind 'awak kacak' begins when she told us she has a crush on this one guy named Mr J. She wanted to tell him she likes him but she doesn't want him to know that. So she asks both of us how to say 'You are cute or handsome' in Malay. That's when we officially becoming Catherine's Malay Language tutor. Hani's room mate is super cheerful. The next morning when I came in their place, Hani showed me where Catherine placed the file: near her bed and became her another room's decoration. ain't that sweet?

us. us. puas hati!
(low resolution of my demam camera. isk)

-end of saturday night-

sunday. sunday.

I gave Marie my masterpiece. She likes it. Weee
"This is awesome! So cool! Thanks Shari'

;)

sore throat was very very bad that I could barely speak. I had to break the fast and drink water. and I did. ;(

Dinner at Findlay. I managed to snap my meal. Wee. and brought back some desert too. ;P

pasta + corn + boiled egg+ tuna+ pennsylvania sup (nang ada)


waffle made by Hani. Her must have meal.

walking back to our room with full stomach.
"Kenyang nye. Bahaya ni"
haish.
loosing weight is now is only a dream.
lalalalala....

x_x

good bye Sunday. Welcome Monday.

10.10-11.00 : Macroecons
(I like econ but i need a study group badly)
2.30-3.20: Math 140
(Mr Kaz is one funny man. Replace an elephant into x in 1/x? LOL)
4.40-5.30: Adolescence Development
(Prof is hilarious, he succeed in the effort to make his students not to drft away)

p/s: Sleepy head, never ever ever wakes up late again! please please.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Pictures. Salam perantauan.



some photos. from seniors. yup,we are loads.
(me in blue and white!! second from the right in front row. purposely wearing penn state theme. ngee)

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA AND RAYA!

Raya won't be so Raya since we might be celebrating raya during exams week. Aigoo. tak mantap~

*lalalala singing balek kampong. Dush sedih terasa dihati. wuuu*

***


once upon a time, somewhere near Walmart, Cici's pizza. With Iliani and Umar. Eating all out for almost two hours. Crazy. Oh hoh Let's eat pizza!!


or not.


Fasting month laaa. ayoo.


Biah dan Addy and Pijan

see, now that I'm free, well just for today, saturday, i want to share whatever i have on my mind here. whatever it can be just hang on me. alright?

i downloaded voip stunt weeks ago. i did that because almost all of my friends are using this software. i didn't know how and why i should be using it since i have my phone and access to internet. i'm very bad with technology. very bad. i can be the last person to know that iphone is a phone. lol. okay that sounds ridiculous.

one night, i spent about a half an hour in Ezzaida's room, copying the Math's notes. While i was focusing on doing my thing, she rang her mom. "Assamualaikum... (i think she's talking to her brother in a very soft and lovely voice...wah kakak mithali, unlike me..hahaha whenever i call my sis or bro, i will go like " hello, hey, what are you doing? where's mom? i want to talk to mom." in a very monotonous tone, heh pardon me), tengah buat ape? (what are you doing?) bukak puasa makan ape?(what did you have for iftar?) mak ade? (is mom there?) mak tade..tape tape... nanti akak call balek.. (she's not? ok nevermind..i'll call you back later..)" and so on....

call ended.

"Hey Ezzaida, what did you use to call home? " , I guessed it must be skype or ym.
"I use voip stunt", in a convincing voice, she replied.
"Oh yeah, I have one but i never use, even once.", me being so clueless.
"Really? You should give it a try. It's wayyy cheaper. 0.05 pound per minit to unfixed line, and fixed line is free!!! You will only need to pay 10pound which is $13.00++" she claimed.
"Ohhhhh... I should give it a try.."


and now, i mean yesterday, I used it for the first time to call home. weee..

and just now, i called Pijan, he's in Korea. Luckily he has fixed line number so it's freeeee....

"Hey Pijan, what's up with Korea? Aneyo sayonggg"
"Aneyo sayonggg... hey mannn! Korea is just fine, it's autumn now"
"Uh-huh. It's almost fall here but summer is still on and it is freaking hot!"
"Huh? What's with the 'uh-huh'? you are only there for one month and you are speaking as though as you are an African American!"
"Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy no way. I am not!!!! That is just a simple 'uh-huh'"
"No. you said 'uh-hukkk"
"Ewww. you made it sounds terrible"
"Hahahahhaha"

*we spoke in Malay actually and same goes with below's.

next on was Biah aka Beyaaa...we talked for almost an hour. everytime she asked me to hung up, something came out from my mind and kept the conversation on. Haiyo Biah, although it feels like dreaming to type this words out, yes, I DO MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUU... I miss crapping with you. I miss gossipping with you. I miss stalking people we both know nothing about.. ahhaha i miss those moment. i know i know, you miss me too. i can sense that in you voice though you are thousands kilometer away from me. you will deny the fact you miss me. oh you, stop living in denial! haha and i know i know if you read this you will go " Hah perasan la.." Never mind, i will comprehend the opposite.

"Hey Biah, when are you getting a boyfriend huh?" me
"Huh? I will get one once you have one." her
"Cehh. Wth? You can't do that. Suka suki hati je.." me
"Of course I can, you are my bench mark" her
"Ha.ha. I'm impressed." me

LOL.

Next on...

Addyyyyyy... another bff.
Addy was pissed off when she knew that I went out with Beya without asking her out too.
Addyyyy, I am so so sorry. I don't know what went wrong with me, maybe the anxiety of leaving home without proper preparation led me to act that way. I am so sorry.

"Oh yea, Add, what happen to that ****" me
"Huh? Ohhhh.. you know what?? he said ****"
"What??? OMG OMG OMG!! Hahaha I knew it. I knew it!! I can read his mind" me being psychic
"Haha, you are right.." her

* details are prohibited to be posted here.

oh addy and biah, I miss you girls. ;(


addy (in red) , future doctor. i can't wait for all of us to get a job, get married, have kids..blablabla ok ok stop, that is so cliche. eheh.

Beya, a part time model and stalker and full time medic student on the left. Cabin crew konon! heh. Beya yang suka berangan. Aigooo. =P

both of you, good luck in IELTS.
to Pijan, good luck in... whatever you do..haha you can be my Korean agent to find cute guys. Lol.
p/s: I don't think i have any of you pic. Right?

wonder girls.


wonder-what?

wonder girls.

korean.

i was in your place. i was puzzled of who they are. in fact up until i don't know much about them. i know they can dance. and i love the dance. thumbs up!

Biah aka Beyaaaaaaaaaaaaa introduced me this group.

Thanks Biahhhhh. I totally love them.

now i am addicted to them. i can't let myself stop singing of their song.

Tell me (credit to http://www.jpopasia.com/play/4295/wonder-girls/tell-me.html)

come sing with me...lallalala... i have the song in this page. click on the right, at the song list please.

or you can click here for the video clip TELL ME

Neodo nal johahal juleun mollasseo
Eojjemyeon joha neomuna joha
Ggumman gataseo na naejasineul jaggu
Ggojibeobwa neomuna joha
Nega nal hoksi an johahalkkabwa
Honja eolmana aetaeunji molla
Geureonde nega nal saranghandani
Eomeona dashi han beon malhaebwa

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Nareul saranghandago nal gidaryeowadago
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Naega pilyohada malhae malhaejweoyo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Jagguman deutgo shipeo gyeosok naege malhaejweo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggumi anirago malhae malhaejweoyo

Eojjeom nae gaseumi ireoke ddwini
Gaseumi jeongmal teojil geot gata
Naega nal bul ddaemyeon jeongie gamjeondwin
Saramcheoreom jeongiga olla
Eolmana orae gidarinji molla
Eolmana orae ggumggweotneunji molla
Geureonde nega nal saranghandani
Eomeona dashi han beon malhaebwa

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Nareul saranghandago nal gidaryeowadago
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Naega pilyohada malhae malhaejweoyo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Jagguman deutgo shipeo gyeosok naege malhaejweo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Ggumi anirago malhae malhaejweoyo

**Bridge
Tell me, tell me, tell me you want me,
want me, want too
Tell me, tell me, tell me
you love me too, love me too

Hit me one time baby
dashi han bun (Tell me Tell me)
Okay banggeumhan gun aljiman
ddo han bun (Tell me T-Tell me)
Yeah
kyesok malhaejwuh deuluhdo
deuluhdo deudgo shipuh
uhjjum iruhn ili
ggoominka shipuh
(uhmuhna) uhmuhna johasuh uhjjuhna
(dashi han bun malhaebwa)
Baby Baby
Eolmana orae gidarinji molla
Eolmana orae ggumggweotneunji molla
Geureonde nega nal saranghandani
Eomeona dashi han beon malhaebwa

Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Nareul saranghandago nal gidaryeowadago
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Naega pilyohada malhae malhaejweoyo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me
Jagguman deutgo shipeo gyeosok naege malhaejweo
Tell me, tell me, tell tell tell tell tell tell me


and this, is the male version. please click here. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. you will like it. no joke. haha. WONDER BOYS