update. well a bit of it.

since I am so lazy to upload pictures here coz it's simply leceh. X_x so feel free to singgah my facebook acount, i have not much but some pictures there. want more? simply add my friends' facebook account. heh. they have loads.

firstly, woho ayat skema, haha, i want to thanks all the people singgah my page ni. thanks ya. and a big apologize coz no update till now. the best reason is i've been busy with adjusting my life here.
so how was it? it was hard and moderately easy. no. it was tough but i think i manage to handle them just fine since we have each other here.

my recent updates:

i got my cellphone and my laptop. alhamdulillah. it cost a fortune. ayok. make it worth.
spent many many many moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. rs sgt pelik coz kind of my first time settling all those stuffs. well people learn.

don't know what else to crap. huhu. change for the better? ngiyaw...~

oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. there are so many rabbits and squirrels here. for example:

for the first time ever we got sooooo close to this small and furry bushy animal. darn cute.


till then, selamat maju jaya keluarga dan kawan-kawan.

Journey to the west

I am so lazy to type any words so allow me to just copy and paste one email I gave to my family.

Assalamualaikum wbt to Abah, Mak, Lan and Mira.

I'm safe and healthy in Pennsylvania right now. Let me tell what happened in the last two days. While at the KLIA, everything went smoothly. I got to sit next to my friend, Nublan Zaki. Almost all of us got to sit with among us. The seats were full. Foods were great too. Tapi kepak glak dudok dlm plane for almost 12 hours. Then we stopped at Stockholm and had our security check up. It was strict and slow. 1 hour and half was spend merely on that. We got back to the same plane but less people inside. So most of us changed our seats to sit near the window. There was one time when the plane went through the north pole and it was freaking cold! But I didn't aware of that since I slept like a pig. Haha. Then at almost 7pm (USA time), we arrived in Newark. Adoi, I'm so regret that I didn't bring the serunding because they won't confiscate it unless I declare it on. But never mind. Two Mara's officer waited for us and brought us to Mariot Hotel. The next morning at 4am we rushed to the airport and we were late! The check in procedure was so slow that one of us missed his flight. But that was because the plane was full, no seat was available for him. Luckily we had Mara officer to help him out and he took another plane. At Washington, we were separated into two groups. One departed at 9am and the second group at 12.30pm. So I was in the second group. We got the chance to explore the airport, and it was unbelievable hi-tech! To get into one gate to another, for example, from gate A to B, we have to take a shuttle bus which it will come in 5minutes. The bus will dock into the terminal, something new for us here. Something macam when our angkasawan naik to the ISS. When the rocket docked into the whatthename of ISS, remember? The airport is huge. When we were hungry we bought sandwiches, make that vegetarians'. They were huge! and cost us about $3 each. Then it was time to leave Washington, we took a very small plane, almost 5 feet 10inch height with 3 seats per row. My friend had to bend down to get into the plane because he is tall. The flight was ok la, we were served with drink only. At 1.30pm we landed safely in Pennsylvania. The scenery is fantastic. Banyak gunung ganang, country style. You can say it's a kampong la. Our senior picked us up and 13 of us got into taxis and went straight to our dorms. First thing first, we got our room keys and check in. My room mate is my friend, named Ezzaida. We are now living in a temporary housing until we finish our orientation which starts tomorrow. Then after we sent our bags to our rooms, senior brought us to register our ID. It was fast. We got our ID straight away. Then we opened a bank account and it is PNC Bank. We were given instructions how to get money from home but I forgot how. hehe I'll get back to you about that later. Having all that settled down, we headed to a halal Indian restaurant. Nice foods. After that, we went back to our hostel and rest. At night, the seniors brought us to the Wallmart, something like Tesco. But I didn't follow because I was too tired. Huhauha. All of us had to buy a pillow because it is not provided. Sigh. Then today, we had an amaxing race, haha. Together with my friends, two boys and one girl, we headed up to the downtown which takes about 20minutes walk. By the way, University Park is very huge!!! The buildings are almost the same and most of the time I get confused with the roads. So, play safe, I go out in a group of people. We ate at a Waffle restaurant, nyaman la juak food sia. Oh here, tipping is a must or else they will disrespect us. Seniors said reputation is very important here. If we dine in McD, we have to throw away all the leftovers by ourselves because they don't have waiters. They only have cashiers. But the cool thing is that we can always top up our drinks. There's a drink section provided. Oh ho, there's a lot of culture style I have to learn. After we had our breakfast which cost me about $3, we decided to go to the Wallmart! We took a bus and paid $1.25. Luckily we ride on the right bus or else we surely will lost our ways. Of course, we asked the local how to get there. Then at the wallmart, I bought one comforter -$14.50, one pillow (very comfy!!)-$2.50, foods : vege,tuna pizza, french fries, all of them can be cooked by using the microwave. (p/s every room is provided with a fridge and a micowave). body wash-$1.80 and a hair band-$0.99. Almost all the stuffs are quite cheap IF we don't convert to RM, of course. But still, seniors said the cost living here is just moderate and we can save a lot of money. Hopefully. I am extremely refraining myself from buying unnecessary stuffs. You can say I am super duper kedekut now. Cannot borong stuff anymore. Then we got back home with the same bus and I slept almost 6 hours! Woke up in hunger, I reheated the tuna pasta and it's dinner time. At 10pm, most of us can't sleep and some of them felt hungry since the weather is cold though it's summer, and we headed to McD in downtown. Then here I am now at the Computer Lab at 1 am. It is 24hours. Don't worry, I have many friends with me to go back to our hostel. Plus, if we feel insecure, we can call the police to escort us. I'm using iMac now!! so cool! This place has only dell and apple computers. The internet speed is super fast.

About hand phones and laptop, seniors said that we won't be using hp much. Because most of them are using internet to call home. but since they are many of us in my major, so maybe we'll get a hp. the system here is like this: we buy a hp line and get a free hp. if we do it individually, it's expensive. but if we have one leader like a father la, and with 4 anak-anak, then it's in a reasonable price. I'm not sure how it works but I'll figure that out. Laptops? Hurm not sure whether I'll get myself a MacBook since it's more expensive that a normal laptop. A common dell laptop is about $600. MacBook is $1000++. Oh ya Abah, the adapter here is expensive. huhuh so I borrow from my friend and I look out for a not-so-expensive one someday.

Woho, that's a long one. I think I've got to go now. I am doing great here except just that it's getting very cold here..
Convey my regards to all our relatives, teachers and my friends.
I love you all and take care! Miss ya. Pray for me ok??

Love,
Sharifah Nor Baizura bt Wan Mohamad.
PA, Sunday, 2.15am,
The super fast internet connection in PSU Computer Lab.

p/s: Mom, my hand carry, the one with trolley, rosak!!!! aaarrggg~ so I have to carry that all the way but nasib baik it was damaged when I arrived in PA. To make it became handy dandy, I stored all my foods there. Teehee. I hope I won't eat much and become KURUS. ha.ha.

***

so people, here I am now in Pennsylvania!

so sorry that I have ZERO pictures. that will be later yeah. ;)

so-not-jiwang-so-in-love

although i can't stop myself rambling for all dizzy-funny-terribly-things happening on me, but now i am addicted to Aa+Bb!!!!! this book makes me neglect pride and prejudice,Jane Austen's.

I can't never say i hate this book.

I used to hate the so-jiwang-karat-ntahpape-x logic-too fantasy-impossible book.

but this one, is an exception.

good job, Hlovate. (the writer)

i'll study hard and get what i want.

and become a better person to be with better person that i 100% deserve.

"perasan. masuk baju dalam mesin basuh. basuh sendiri la.."

"masuk lokar tutup sendiri laa"

"pemusnah alam.."

"come hell or water, I'll always on your side"

"perkara yang berlaku sangat luar alam.."

"dream of me, will ya?" - benz
"i hate nightmares" -addin

xD

benz alif? ade eh name camtu? lawak.
addin shah? unique name.

can't help myself from LOL.

but but but, one thought. geez. exist ke orang camni? do they really exist? i know that is just a story but i always wonder can this be a reality? if there's any, woho, surely that one coolest life. maybe i can create one.Ha.ha. not funny at all or too funny that i forgot to laugh.
no joke, i fall in love with the language. selamber nak mati. sukerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. tak skema like others which drive me to sleep and end up baca last page je. tak jiwang karat, ok jiwang ade but comel, i like. dunno bout you, but i do. and yea, I AM NOT A JIWANG PERSON. noktah. yea yea one more, tak fantasy sangat. i mean cam ade sentences dat describe one particular person to be too perfect to exist. "muke kacak, badan tough, anak datuk, drive bmw, pandai, bijak, romantic, almost 6feet tall (helloooo, average malaysian height x sampai itu kan), mata bening la ape la." okay no offence ya, this is my personal view. take it or leave it.

oh btw, it's a malay novel but mixed up with some english which we the malaysian always speak and yeah a bit of spanish which i l-o-v-e, a little of dutch and yadayada.

bought one for myself to bring to the states. Naaa.. I dun care. come hell or water, I'll bring it. Stuff in my hand luggage or fold it into small pieces surely no hal laa. Wajib cam bawak tafsir quran and passport.

adoi nape lah malay novel x seringan english's????

okay one announcement.

"I won't be here till one exact date which is to be unknown. "

spread my wings and fly away.

i've been super duper again, busy.

anyhow,
insyaAllah,
in another 72hours I won't be here. Anymore. Goodbye Malaysia.

KL-Newark
Newark-Washington
Washington-State College.

approximately 21 hours.

hoh.

hope everything will run smoothly. Amin.

ps: kalau saya ada hutang wang ke ape ke sila tuntut pada saya selewat2nya rabu, 6 Aug. Kalau ade ke tp saya x sempat nak bayar, halal kan je lah ye. :)

and so..

it feels like you have no one to hold on to.
you feel like everyone is there but something is missing.
just like a puzzle when there's one hole appear.
it is incomplete.
it is weird when all my hopes and dreams are gone.
every bit of it.
it is funny when what i thought of or wished for become true when right at this moment i don't want them to be true.
not any of them.
if only that someone can read my mind.
but i know.
there must be a blessing in disguise in this misfortune.
even if it is not.
then believe in faith.
always.
when you feel like crying but you keep it inside.
you hold it on until your chest almost pump out of your body.
you never feel more than happy watching simpsons.
but for just these days.
everything seems awkward.
everything seems antagonist.
your reactions contradict the situation.
you feel like an alien.
i need more time.
i need more space.
i need this and that.
isn't what you get is more than enough?
because we never feel content.
i ought to be someone i want.
i ought to be someone i admire.
i ought to be someone i dream of.
i hope.
i hope.
..........
it struck me when what i imagine won't come true after all.
i hate to face the truth.
i'm afraid to see what i shall see.
i'm afraid to leave what i started.

deep down inside.
i'm afraid.

but someone says,
"we will always be in your heart."

insyaAllah.
give me guidance.
give me faith.
give me blessing.
utmost all,
give me strength.
because...
i need one.

busy. busy. busy.

i've been super duper hectic busy.
done nothing with my packing.
just listing out some of the stuffs i can think of.
thanks to my RA for helping me out.
will fly to kl this thursday. 1.55pm.
grr. i don't want to.
why is the pre departure on 1st august?
why not on right after we had our btn?
..........

%&*($#

u might think i'm saying bad stuffs up there.
No.
i'm just thinking.
what should I do. what what what?
i'm so dumb that i can't think of any that i end up wasting my time on the net.
I have 48 hours in Kuching.
sad..?
of course.

bye bye Kuching.

:(

untitled.

stupidddddddddd laaaa.
stupidddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
stupid.
benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
geram. marah. time wasted. love is a stupid game to play.
ok till dat.

xxx.

i love my friends. forever and ever. i wish we can be together until the day we die.
thank you for being there for me.
when there are storms and thunder. you always on my side.
sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
oh well.
you know who you are.
look at the date.
remember what did I confess.
how mess my heart was.
ok maybe not.
how I became so emotional.
blaming her. blaming him. blaming them. blaming me.

xxx.

pendek kata.
i leb you all lah!

thanks youuuuuu.
youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu made my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

=)


p/s: don't be perasan next time. Ok. I'll keep that in my mind for as long as I can remember this.

Lesson 2

L: busy packin kew makcik?

B: busy tengok csi

B: hahhaha

L: adeyhh

B: lucasssssss

B: aku da buat penghargaan utk kaw

B: mwahahaha

B: terharu sketttt

L: penghargaan apekah?

B: jap

B: http://byebaizura.blogspot.com/2008/07/french.html

B: hehehee

L: ahahaha

L: hey

L: j'aime manger la

L: m'appelle=call myself

L: comprends wiv a s

B: ooh ye ke

B: hahaha

B: lupe la cekguuuu

L: haha

L: terharu ak doe

B: hahah

B: kan aku da kate

B: mst ko teharu

B: K chocolate dr france 10 utk aku plssss

B: mwahahhaha

L: haha

L: pas d'probleme

B: ok2 kena jot down ni

L: je vais t'en donner

B: ha tu ape

L: ok2

L: je vais t'en donner=i will give some(chocs) to u

L: huhu

B: ooo

B: some words same ngan english

B: ke word english derive dr french?

L: bothways kot

L: nk tau x

B: oo

B: nak nakkkk

B: haha

L: pilots always say 'mayday' kn

L: in fact

B: ha ah

L: its m'aidez

B: maydaymayday~

B: sebut camne

L: m'aidez=help me

B: ooo

L: yup

L: rendez-vous

L: =meeting kn

L: n lastly

L: deja vu

L: deja=already

L: vu=seen

B: ooo pena dgr

B: sbb dlu kwn aku buat speech psl deja bu

B: vy

B: vu

L: english gune gak french

L: haha

L: ok2

B: oo

L: go do ya thing

B: best2

L: btulkn nnti ye blog ko

B: hahha xmaw

B: mls

L: nnti org ckp i'm a bad teacher'

L: jatuh saham

L: haha

B: oh sbb reputation kaw la ni?

B: cis

B: ha

B: i shud put ur picture

B: ok aku curik jap g kat fs ok

L: jngn doe

L: awek usha kang marah gf ak

L: hahaha

B: ahhahaha

B: letak gamba awek kaw skali

B: adoi kena saman kang aku

B: mwahahah

L: haha

L: asal x amik diffrnt language dlu?

B: oo

B: oh mane ade

B: skola aku tade blaja tuu

L: bajet ak dlu amik french

L: ak pn same gak

L: asis mane de language

B: ha ah laaa

B: adoi

B: aku lupe daa

B: haha

B: ko ade ke? xde gak kan

B: mane de skola kte bhs alien tu

L: tau x pe

L: u'r a quick learner

L: bgs2

L: ak pn dlu susah nk igt doe

L: c'est pas ma tasse de the

B: cewah yela cikgu bgus

B: haha

B: apeka itu cekgu

L: c'est pas ma tasse de the=cm nt my thing la

B: ooo

L: i think

L: huhu

B: aku rs french ni classy

L: well

B: compare to others

B: spanish pun classy

L: romantik skit la

L: haha

B: hahahah agak laaa

L: diorg ckp ngan awek diorg pn nk style

B: french=eiffel tower

L: so cliche

L: haaa

B: hahhaa

L: cliche 2 french tau

B: oh ye ke

B: cliche~~

L: yup

B: oh ya

B: kwn aku ckp kalo teror english

B: blaja french senang

B: ye ke?

L: i agree

L: english helps me a lot

L: but bagi org french diorg x suke

B: die helps kat mana?

L: diorg phm but x mau pratic

L: sume la

L: i mean

L: cm

B: haha bagusla french ni..bkn pe, coz they sayaangggg bhs dorang

L: bkn nk ckp pape kn

L: kalo org dr kmpng x phm english

L: susah la nk blaja french

B: ooo

L: wat i meant is dat english gives u extra

L: when it comes to french

L: huhu

L: my problem nk hapal je

L: n nk conjugate

B: oooo baru saye paham

B: oh hapal

B: gagaga aku sux hapal2 ni

L: wei fs ko ape ek?

B: oh

B: fs aku dah haram x active

B: jap2

B: http://profiles.friendster.com/user.php

B: silap2

B: http://profiles.friendster.com/byzura89

L: huhu

L: usha pics jap

B: sile2 pic yg sgt siket

B: heee

B: abair ach beagan is abair gu math e

B: ni french ke?

L: wut?

L: bukan2

L: kamu amik dmana kah?

B: oh yeah

B: kat blog somebody ni

B: word cam pelik

L: hmmm

L: cam english jek

L: hhaah

B: hahaha

***

Just a short lesson. Very short one. LoL. The rest merapu je.. x_x

Tag? Layan~

Tagged by Chai Sim Por. Oh stop calling me boh bai! fyi, Sim Por is my biggest and unforgettable competitor when I was 13-15. Glad when I was 16, I moved to another school. No more competition with him.

Yeay.


Hell no. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. I admit that I like so much to be in the same class with him. He was one of my motivation to study.

"Beat Sim Por...Beat Sim Por.."
"Yeay, Sim Por, I got higher in BM. Oh no..not again, higher than me in Maths..urgggg"

**

that's what I always told him. Haha ingat x Sim Por???

"Hey Sim Por, what did you apply for? Oh what? so many waaa. Jpa, Petronas, Tnb, .... (as the list goes on).."
"Wah I didn't know you're going to educamp too! see you there lah!"
"Oh you got TNB???? wawwaa congrats!!!"

** that was a year ago**

so now, he's in MMU.

"Haiyoo Sim Por, stop blamming the bond with TNB you got. Haiyooyo at least you will have a secured job."

"Ya lah... ya lahh...."

**

well, that a bit of our memories. Gonna miss you a lot. Though I won't be celebrating raya in my home town this year, do come okay. My dad will expect you to come!!!

1) What is the most important thing in your life?

Blessing from Allah, my parents, family and friends.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?

erm...erm..lemme think.....hadoyyy stuck at home ever since I came home.. I guess the last thing is..yeay I remember! 2 DVDs of SLAM DUNK the series. mwahahaha and yeah plus one chicken burger from the Sugar Bun.

3) Where do you wish to get married?

istana kayangan.. calon pun tak dakkkk... don't know la..maybe somewhere serene..

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?

ah ha! I predict in another 5 months years.

5) Are you in love?

trying to figure out whether it is love or just simply stupid blind crush.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?

hahaha mestilah di Bistro Al-Bulan Al-Rafi ngan matun.. sorry matun makan depan hang time hang puasa. hayo buruk perangai cheq ni... -___-

7) Name the latest book that you bought?

Oh...apa nama..(quoting from Tun Dr M..heheh)...erm...I guess, Turning Thirty, few months ago.

What is your full name?

Please look on your left. No not yourrrr left but on the left of the screen.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?

Mom gives me her bags,wake up call when I was small, cloths, comfort...Dad gives me casio z75 dg camera, peer pressure when I face examinations, transportation, mp4 protection...Okay BOTH laaaa... can or not? ngeeee~

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.

Okayyyy. that will be Tun Dr M. I want to tell him "Tun....I read your blog every dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!" okay maybe not. "Tun...I admire youuuuuu" heee..

11) Christina or Britney?

Mandy Moore. ok off topic. ok laaa.. Christina. She reminds me of my ex-classmate back in high school : Christina Cheng Ming Hui. Right Sim Por??

12) Do you do your own laundry?

Yes of course la. Huh? What do you think I am?Who do you think you are for asking that question? Huh??
MWIAHAHHAHAHA suddenly become so emo. You might think I'm crazy. Yes I am. I'm crazy of food. hahaha oh now I digress plak. Ok.ok proper answer: When I'm home of course la the machine washing will do the job. When I was in college I would do by my bare hands and with some helps from daia or sabun cap burung gagak Sometimes je hantar dobi. Hee. Peace yo!

13) The most exciting place you want to go?

The entire EUROPE! Europe trip anyone?

14) Hugs or kisses?

I say....shake hands. LOL...

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1. Oh his name is Chai Sim Por

2. He is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy intelligent i tell youuu.

3. He's goood in almost everything he does.

4. He can be annoying at times. =P

5. He comes to my house every raya and expect my dad to give him duit raya. but I never did the same on CNY. Gomen neh!

16) 8 things I am passionate about:

1.cats : dreaming to keep a sphnyx

2.gadgets :laptops & dg cameras. handphones not so lah.

3.Foods :any kind except sea foods.

4. tv series : ALIAS!! I don't follow CSI because so many people watch. Don't know, I just don't fond of something big.

5. usrah, i love joining usrah, make me think and think and think of whatever i do: self-reflections.

6. people's achievement : make me work as hard as they do to achieve mine.

7. bags. gaga like mother like daughter.

8. travelling. I l-o-v-e doing this!!

17) 8 things I say too often:

1. Oh yeah?

2. Ye...

3. Mungkin~~~~

4. Insya4JJI bolleh...

5. Tak mantap.. (heh umar's fc punye tag line)

6. Lalalalla (yes, for real.. I often say something like this: "Ha ah yep camtulah sepatutnye. Kalau tak faham boleh la try buat itu ini lalallalla sampai siap" =P)

7. Awok.. (means yes)..nyalah... (means : thats why).. or ye..tu la pasal

8. Whatever lah..

18) 8 books I’ve read recently:

1. Magazine? Can? hee ...Dewan Masyarakat (right after BTN. ha, you see what BTN did to me)

2. 10 Things I hate about me by Randa Abdel Fatah

3. Thurning 30

4. Where rainbows end

5. Little Miss Matchbreaker

6. Accidently Enggaged

7. Mom's recipe book. (holiday's mission : learn how to cook! come on people, give me some motivational words to boost up my self-esteem support -_- )

8. Living Psychology..well that's a month ago.. ok la kan..

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:

1. All of A walk to remember sountracks.

2. Any westlife,bsb and nsync songs.

3. Paula Deanda : Walk away

4. 11 January

5. Kuch kuch Hota Hai

6. Rain feat. Lee Hom feat. Jay Chow : aiyo wa lupa la tajuk diaa. tp bestttt wo.

7. Of course : Negaraku and Sarawak Ibu Pertiwiku...

8. All of my schools song! hehe especially koperasi song masa kat Seseri, ahha it was funny though.

20) 8 things I learned last year:

1. I

2. learn

3. how

4. to

5. be

6. a

7. better

8. person

=)

8 people to tag: Erm erm.. no need laaa.. I know most of you are super duper BUSY now, kan? But still I want to tag those who are enjoying their holidays. Mwahahahha *jahat*

so... let me tag:

Miemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Zzahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Hafiz bnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

hee guess dats all. But to those who are feeling HAPPY to do the tag, please, don't be shy. haha

my friends in UTP, if you want one than just do. i insist. kehkehkeh to : Fara and Iera!

Peace Yo! (Bam told me to say this when I meet the Americans. So practice makes perfect. LOL)

*Bam or her real name : Huhu sorry Bam, akak lupe ur real name. Hadoy. Teghuk. Ape punye senior daaa aku ni. Anywayyyy Bam is a hot and sexyyy chick clever young lady since she obtains the fast track JPA scholarship to Vanderbilt Uni in USA. wah pandainye!

Mr Postman

sorry for the uhm not so organized entry below. Haihh. I tried to edit it many many many bloody hell times. As long as you can read, than it's ok la owh? XD

Pinnnnnnnnnn Ponnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Huh? huh?

what's that?

Oh oh?

could be..........



MR POSTMAN!!!!!!!

I've been waiting for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

tengs for dropping by.



opened the white envelope.
ah scratched the opener.

haihhh.

wow

haha just like a year ago.

but last year was more.... erm nice and exclusive..

okie dokieyyyy bebeh!~

time to fill in all the forms.

or not.

tomorrow laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.









shoot...!


procrastinate.



lalalalallalalallalallal~