under construction

as you may see clearly the changes of my dearest blog.

since i am in a very hectic and busyyyyyyyyyyy week, so i could not do much.

i will leave it as it is now until i have the right time to get it done.

so i'll be gone.




but.



i'll be back~!

now i feel like blogging

i visit my blog every time i feel to. the routine is like this. i woke up, if i were late to class (e.g: for my ESL class 8 o'clock in the morning), i skip the routine. i went back to my room (like today), felt extremely glad and cheerful that i am done with class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n (heck, Marie is still sleeping! what a 'luxurious' life she has. prosperous with adequately time to sleep) that's what i feel after having such a longgggggggggggggggg day yesterday. i didn't even tell you that i walked for almost 10 minutes from the library to my room. that is suprising because i usually take about almost 20mins to get there and vice versa. hah digress. okay okay routine right. i switched on my computer. wait for few seconds while it loaded and the first thing i did is to get into my ym's status. like today, my status was:

"yeah i'm done with class!"

or when i need rest,
"napping"

or when i don't want to be bothered,
"not at my desk"

pretty obvious sometimes.
haha.

i came out with one status that my friends like the most,
"sharing is caring otherwise boring".
not originally from me though.

okay too much of information now.
and so,
i would click on FireFox and my number one priority is : penn state webmail. next is angel (penn state's academic website). next is Cambridge dictionary web. those three websites are vital to be displayed in my FireFox. next on is of course, unsurprisingly, facebook! when i get bored of the everyday-the-same-thing-appear on facebook home page, blog hopping is my favorite how-to-waste-your-precious-time thing to do. i always feel of updating my blog but since i often feel there are too much things to say, i unconsciously close the blog's tab and off to play squash (example).

i can be pretty jealous to see other people's blog are very up to date. unlike mine.
well at least i tried.
too busy to put my head here i suppose.

i have so many home works that need to be done for this weekend. luckily homecoming is over, otherwise i may need to think twice whether or not to spend any of time with that.

lalala. too much of nagging here.

off me to meet my conversation partner, Assma.
or
i should get a nap. i need rest.
we all need a break.

i love saturdayyyyyyyyyy!

yeeehaaa. soon this dull and so so lame page will diminish. bye bye. adios. amigos.

i seek help from miem but she was too busy to do so. huhu it's fine then because she had exam to study for. you go girl. i asked anne to guide me and i hope she will reply to me as soon as possible.

yes. let's update!!

story number 1.
did my econ test. i think it was better than the 1st one. now who says the 1st one always the best? guess that does not occur to everything.

story number 2
went to play squash. hell it was moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fun than jogging.

story number 3
marie was sick all day long. poor her. and me being so afraid to do anything, i did only ask her how she feels and not doing anything to ease her pain well maybe i did reduce the noise i always make. yelaaa. i'm not good with sickling.

story number 4
done with appartment applications- thanks to shamilah! done with ESL assignment. just now. i am so glad with that- thanks to shafique and iliani and of course, Cassie! so so far i've done with writings. and some more to go!

story number 5
yesterday was hell a lot of fun i tell ya. firstly which is not so proudly to say, i miss hdfs class. screw me. this is my second time ever i missed a class. which i was half conscious when i did that. don't blame me though. blame the math theory class that put all of us to sleep. i was too sleepy to care whether i should go to the last class of friday (which i regretted so much for choosing a class at this hour! completely a bugger!) and so, instead of going straight to my cozy and inviting bed, i walked ahead to the library. i have no idea what i was thinking. i went up to the second floor and found a sleeping arm chair. nice babe. i was supposed to have just a nap. woke up at 5.15, knowing i have 15minutes left before the class ends. i geared up my energy and went back to East Hall. i hope one of us went to the class. i need notes! ok the part of not so fun ends.

and then............... there was a PARADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the best weekend ever. i repeat, ever. the parade beat my other fun weekends. i totally loved the crowds and touched by the spirit of the folks and surprisingly, the little ones!! darn, they are soooo adorable. we passed through this one kid, she or he was wearing a lion hoody and it was so cute. too bad, we did not snap a picture of her or him.

smeal!
it is depressing to know that i own a very not sharped camera.
so excuse my pictures.

this is a CATA bus, correction, a small version of CATA bus.
can you see the people next to the bus are taller than the bus?

then we headed to Big Bowl. This is our favorite place to eat the cheapest, nasi goreng!

man in read is Maah. My favorite tak-bertauliah economist wannabe.


then we decided to watch Hell Boy 2 at the HUB. but since we had 30minutes to go so we thought of hitting the bat for few minutes.
i know i know you should spotted my fatss. auuw. i will soon make them disappear!
bulan my so called abang-family-plan-hand-phone, is very good in this game. he once smashed the ball to me and dropped my cell phone on the ground in split seconds. haha sape suruh bajet pandai calling while playing?

credit skett to the camera women, aish camwhoring sendiri-sendre nampak???
haha this is ainee.

we went to watch the movie which ended at 11.30. we walked out the door, goshhhhhh it was freeaking cold!!!! my teeth was chattering and i could not speak the words out well. or perhaps it was not that cold, maybe i was exaggerating or something. ah i don't care.

story number 6
we went back to East Hall and dropped by at Findlay to see who's there. there were maah and iylia. we were so excited to play at the white building again tomorrow (which is today) and invited maah to join us. and he said,
"okay jom. tapi kasi siap esl dulu, esok leh enjoy puas-puas"

you know what, immediately i felt enthusiastic and rushed to my room. i did my laundry and cleaned up my room and started doing esl. and now i am almost done with it. :) alhamdulillah.

today, in about half an hour, we wil witness the game between penn state and michigan!
beat michigan!!!

go lions!! roarrrr...!!

biological clock

craps. slept at 6 am and woke up at 9 and with half dizzy head but full of determination and hopes to sit for econ test. i know that is not healthy and i should think of the consequences but i just could not help my self. marie was worried of my biological clock that for the past three days, i constantly went back to our room at least at 2am.

"where were you all night?" (from her tone, she might think i went for party or something)
"study. i have econ test. die. i'll be a nerd"
"i too have exams."
"ooo we have exam", in sarcastic tone.

cramped your head all night studying for tomorrow's exam is not the next best thing aka opportunity cost.

-_-

fat.

i used to despise girls who always want to get thinner though they are ridiculously thin!
but i am not any near to those girls' body image.

bad.

seriously.

i need to sweat! i need to get all the fats out!

so now i realize that i'm getting bigger and bigger and i am not happy at all.

lose weight = happy face.

so now i am going to exercise!

yes that's the spirit!

p/s: heh ali, soon i will no more be 'by gemok'.

saya. saya. saya.

saya sangat lah penat hari ini. saya tidak kisah bahasa apa mahu guna untuk blog sebab ia milik saya. seperti pepatah inggeris, 'who cares?' jadi 'siapa kisah'.
suhu di penn state ini sudah semakin menurun menyebabkan saya sangatlah sejuk senantiasa. tambahan pula work load semakin hari semakin semangat dan bergumbira hadir dalam hidup saya. mahu sahaja saya mencarut-carut tapi ia tidak baik untuk kesihatan rohani. saya mahu cerita saya ada test selasa ini despite kebusy-an saya. inilah kehidupan kami ya. test pada selasa ini ialah math 140 aka calculus 1. saya baru sahaja mendapat markah homework math yang saya sudah berhempas pulas minggu lepas dan saya aimed 10 tapi last-last saya dapat 8.5. Ia membuatkan saya terkasima dan berkata 'why??????????? tell me why???"
punyalah saya tidak tidur malam mahu membuat benda alah itu dan hasilnya? sangat tidak memuaskan. mungkin ada yang berkata 'alah 8.5 okay lah tu!'. tapi anda haru mengerti bahawa rakan-rakan seperjuangan saya sewenang-wenangnya mendapat 10 per 10 tidak kisah betul ke tidak jawapannya! bukankah ini tidak adil?

ya.

dunia ini memang tidak adil. jadi saya mengambil langkah bijaksana sini dengan sabar dan tawakal ngan apa yang saya dapat. Allah maha mengetahui. mungkin hikmah disebalik jendela kaca ini ialah supaya saya sedar diri dan berusaha lagi dan terus berusaha. mungkin saya juga perlu muhasabah diri dan membuat 'self reflection'. ya.

apa-apapun. saya mahu cerita raya saya disini. dan tiada gambar ya. semua ada di muka buku.

saya suka raya sebab.
dapat makan kek lapis. tengs sooooooo much haleem! u made me feel like i am home. cewah macam lagu la plak.
dapat makan rendang. tengs sooooooooooo much seniors!
dapat makan serundingggggggggggg. waaaaaaaaaaaaa by the moment ade orang letak bekas serunding di atas carpet, saya terus dengan muka tak taw malu dan gersang-kan kempunankan serunding terus mencilok sebanyak boleh ke dalam mulut. hah itu dia!
dapat makan almost sume lawok pawok raya!

saya juga tidak suka raya sebab.
takde mak,abah, dan adik beradik dan juga makcik makcik pakcik pakcik kazen kazen.
tak dapat salam family. huhuuh ;(
tiada duit raya straight dari pocket baju melayu abah. hihi ;P

kesimpulannya minggu lepas sangatlah busy mengalahkan cik kiah nak uruskan rombongan gi kampong cik bedah.

sekali lagi beribu-ribu kalungan terimas kepada seniors. ;)

dan Allah SWT, for this to happen.

doakan saya utk test ni ye! saya rasa cam ape je study math.

hari ni saya sangat penatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. :(

hey it's hot in here!

not.

sangat sejuk.

it's freezing.

huhuhuhuhuh

harap otak kami x beku.

aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Hari Raya

setinggi-tingginya penghargaan kepada saudari Zul Bobby.
tsk tsk.
terharu tergaru saya dibuatnya!

p/s: saya sangat rindukan kebakuan kamu! huhauhauha
***

to all my family, relatives and friends in Malaysia.

Selamat Hari Raya. ;)

.Please forgive my wrong doings.
.Please pray for my success.
.Please pray for my savety.

(=.=")

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waha kesilapan pemilihan kata di atas.

*saudara Zul

hihi

saya suke buat tag!!!

from flickr.com
(out of many flavors m&m has, whyyyy la on earth kat sini takde Crunchy flavor??? siap ade yg the latest flav that i belive most people will craze for, mint flavor. peanut butter la ape la. isk haru.)

although i know my works has piled up but i still want to do this tag. dah siap i cepat2 pegi study room okay.

tagged by Farhan. Thanks bro.

My Top 10 Most Favorite Foods:
1. Rendang
2. Ayam pelbagai masakan
3. Chocolate : Kit Kat & M&M Crunchy
4. Serundinggggggggggggggggggggg. sgt craving!
5. Cheese Cake
6. Kek Lapis Evergreen and the one that has cadbury between its layer. sgt sedap tp mahal. isk.
7. Nasik goreng cina
8. Mushroom soup
9. Ice cream yang ade biskut dlm die but not cookies creamy.
10. Milo. Nanti jadi sehat dan kuat.

10 Things I love doing
1. Reading Hlovate's books and web over and over again sampai geram sbb byk story hanging. ;(
2. Reading Sophie Kinsella's book.
3. Reading Susan Elizabeth Philips' book.
4. Online : Check email, check angel, check facebook, friendster. etc etc.
5. Blog hopping. (always did back in Intec during summer sem)
6. Getting extra napping
7. Walking instead of naik kenderaan
8. Window shopping
9. Listen to love songs kat yahoo messenger. i really love those songs by air suply now listening to Nicole Kidman- come what may. sangat sukerrrr. nostalgic.
10. Hang out with friends: just lepak, main game, basketball.

5 types of guy I adore
1. benz alif
2. ked
3. AO
4. benz alif
5. benz alif

i know i know. what the heck lah kan. benz alif, ked, AO are not TYPES of guy. but i adore them jugak. can't write their qualities down sebab too many? hee. want to know them, click here

5 things i love doing when i'm emo
1. sleep. yes sleeps cure almost everything.
2. read al-quran, really helps.
3. if critical sgt, cried in the bathroom. define critical? my biggest problem in the wide world macam when my cat yang sayang sgt2 mati or when i did not study hard when i suppose to do so or when i let down someone or hurt someone's feeling or when i feel no one to hold on to when i deadly need one or when i couldn't find my biggest comfort or yadayada ok saya memang suke digress dan bebel.
4. confess and confide with close friend or mostly my family. preferably the opposite gender.
5. being all alone.

5 things i love doing when I'm happy
1. Sleep. too happy sampai xtaw nak buat ape. tido je laa.
2. Eat stuff that i rarely eat.
3. Giggling, laughing, smiling, praising.
4. Buat mata bersinar-sinar to show that I'm happy and make people happy too. contagious no?
5. let it all out in my blog? haha.

5ways to win my heart
1. be sarcastic and accept my sarcasm.
2. buat lawak selawak lawak alam.
3. masak sedap2. hee.
4. caring
5. open minded and positive thinker

5 things i wish to happen
1. graduate dengan mantap terbaik : distinction and dapat kerja baik
2. get married to the man that i deserve. we deserve each other
3. gathering with all my frens dari kecik umor sbulan sampai laa ni.
4. travel all around the world.
5. bukak pet shop

3 ridiculous things to do before die
1. meet Oprah. tp tu x ridiculous pun. haha wateva.
2. erk xtaw
3. erk x tawwww. can't think of any.

my top 10 addicted songs
1. tell me - wonder girls
2. lies - big bang
3. air supply songs.
4-10. anything. i'm very universal.

10 people to tag:

anyoneeeeeeeeeeeee!! hehe i'm so baik. ;)

i'll do the other tag latter once i found all the pictures.

penn state won the game.

i feel like to puke. cheese pizza. urgh. adolescence+ pizza+cheaper by the dozen+ ps i love you+ penn staters cheers+ stomach full = lost of contentment. i wish i am not a lazy bump. i wish i'm a hardworking or swot (new vocab learn from a friend). i wish i'm an organized and high achiever. well truthfully, i am not. but i always want to be one. i always do. recently i have too many distractions. i thought i have fully adjusted to life in penn state. oh i'm wrong. i need to get this things back to its pace. if i want to be what i thought i want to be, i have to sacrifice lots of things. can't i just be like one of my friend? she's having all the fun she could possible have yet she's still manage to maintain her grades. why can't i be like her? i wished to change my life, sligthly perhaps. i wish to enjoy every single thing i learn; then it will be more meaningful. learning in school is not just to get an A. it is for my life. for as long as i may live. insyaAllah. i seriously need a good reason to get myself back on the track. i need motivation.

congrats penn state! we beat illinois. ;)