sahor.

I read this one blog. bapak slumber-lawak-sempoi that made my day. i laughed all night. although he seems to talk harshly but that is what reality really is. coolness. i like. make me want to blog somemore though i always feel like, 'does anyone read my blog?'. i also tempted to make my blog go private. in future perhaps.

i always account what people think of me. my male friends said girls are like that. i agree. i wish i could stop thinking about people thinking of us and start to think more about what i think of myself that eventually will reflect on my self-esteem. huish. see, i knew i have the psychology-mind.

yesterday i was darn tired. slept at 4, woke up at 10. although i completed my sleep cycle but it was nothing. not a quality sleep i often seek for. damn it. my quality sleep would begin at the latest 12am and end at 5am.

oh it is athan now. Happy Fasting to Penn Staters..

hah, since the title is sahor. so what did i eat? just a 3 in 1 healthy drink all away from Msia and some healthy cookies. i am eating healthy food.

i kept on changing this layout. i just not a setia person. does that reflects my relationship with people? naw. that is totally different okay.
i want new template. i badly need one. i need one. somebody teach me how to change this boring and dull template to the funky and nice nice nice on? *make cute face with big black round begging eyes*

today's night sleep is the best night sleep ever. wahaha. i am not joking, seriously. slept at 12 (this rarely happens) woke up at 5 just to eat. i seldom sahor but since yesterday proved i need some energy, now i can't skip sahor anymore. the not-so-fascinating-fact is that i'm gonna have my 8 am ESL class today! yeah keep the spirit high girl! go ESL go! i love ESL! i love the class materials that make me become more and more confuse about native-non-native speaker! on top of that, i like our instructor, Cassie. she is so cute that whenever she talks, the boys can't stop looking at her. hah, we girls notice okay. i often dash out to class at 7.45am, and calculate the marginal cost and lost - blahblah econ thingy. i count and calculate the amount of time to get to class and predict what time i will come to class. here it is:

distance from my room to class: i don't know. not very far. i didn't remember to bring my measuring tape.

duration from my room to class: i think i think la. 15mins. only if. i walk at faster rate.

and so now, after i had my nikey running shoes, eh no, make that women running shoes, i thought it would make a huge different. yes indeed. it does. from 15mins,i manage to deduct not much maybe 3mins, to get to class. 12mins. maybe maybe i don't know. whenever when i walk to class, when i know i will be late or maybe i will be very punctual, i sneak to my watch and start to estimate the time over and over again. somehow that is time consuming. i should be just walking. regardless how many times i become aware of the time i'm taking, the fact is that the route i take to class does not change and thus, it will be just the same. so now, since i take to account very very much of what people think of me, and i never wish Cassie to have bad impression of me, hey i need to change. today i will go to class at 7.30am though it feels like that is too early. way early. but hey hey, reputation means a lot to you rite. so be it.

enough said.