Of lasagne and white caramel mocha

1.5 Years Ago...

Me : Hey, when are we going to meet?
Her : Erm..erm.. I don't know..
Me : Hurm..
Her : Hurm..

One week ago...

Her : Byjoro!!! I'm going to UiTM Shah Alam!!!!
Me : You what?? OMG, this is great!! What course?
Her : Dentistry. Registration on 29th July. When can I see you?
Me : Coolness! We met right after you're done with orientation. Just ring me. I'm so free babe.
Her : Yea, I can't wait.

Today.. (July 4th 08)

Her : Hey, byzoro..! Text me when you arrive at KTM.
Me : Yea, I will.
*waiting almost 15min after I text her* lambat nye minah neyyy* me and ezzi chatted bout studies~ haha how lame*

She walked straight towards the station and looking for us.
"Hey mastur!!"
"Heyy!"
"Go buy your ticket, we'll wait for you"

---------------HUGS AND KISSES---------------------
~mwah mwah mwah I miss you so much!!!~

She's my best friend forever.
We met when we were 16teen. Not knowing we would become a good friends at first moment we talked.
She's so bright that she always above me in any exams.
How I wish I could turn back the time when we are together, singing Jessey Mc Cartney's Just: So You Know. Hurm.. I miss those times.

iklan ~ iklan ~ iklan~

trivia: Siapakah best friend paling famous pada tahun 2006 di Seseri? (our school)
answers : Byzoro and Mastoro!!!

Ya, tidak dinafikan itu semua. Kami amatlah famous. Ini kerana pada suatu minggu kami dikehendaki menyediakan text ucapan yang bertajuk "My best friend".

outside the assembly hall, 15mins before formal assembly started..

Her : Byzoro!! Kau nak cter pasal sape?
Me : Erm, tak tahu lagi. Kau?
Her : Well, I wanna talk about you!!
Me : Oh seriously??

*rasa bersalah juga karna saya merancang untuk becerita mengenai ibu saya. rasa cam nak cerita pasal dia jugak. now then it's fair.*

During the assembly..

Emcee : Now I would like to call upon Miss Mastura Mahfar to deliver her speech!
*claps*

Her : *greetings* ........" Today I wanna talk about my best friend. She's a prefect in this school and she's from Sarawak. I'm sure some of you know her. She is ...(my name). *then people turned their back and gave me a smile. I always sat at the back. mwahahha* ... We are good friends. We always talk about many things that good friends talk about such as about our studies and what we like. We also love to talk about boys.......bla bla bla....thank you...."

dang, I remembered Amira Yasmeen (prefect's hicom) gave me an evil look and commented, "Oh bye, rupa rupanya inilah kau ye..hehe"

*then I saw our beloved PKM, Miss Maria smiled and about to laugh but she didn't..*

Assembly finished. I went back to class, passing through my friends..

"Oh bye, 'talk about boys ha!' hahah", someone said.

"Oh ni lah keje korang ye, talk about boys.." another someone said.

I just shook my head. grinned. laughed. smiled.

Yelah, of course we talked about boys, not just boys, girls also. who doesn't?

haha

being in all girl school make us feel that talking about boys is such a no-no.

unforgettable memories. that is how we become so called famous best friends.

Riwayat Hidup

This is random.

where should I start?

I feel like filling in my friend biography's book when I was 10.

Real name given by my parents:
Sharifah Nor Baizura bt Wan Mohamad

sheh. some would not believe I'm actually a Sharifah. Don't know why. Some might question why Sharifah? Why not Wan? Why I'm not Wan Nor Baizura Wan Mohamad? Because, in Sarawak it just like that. Like why cats catch mice or why men like women. (err maybe my analogy seems weird) All my female cousins are Sharifah too. Correct me if I'm wrong because I've never met any pure Sarawakian with initial Wan. This shows how unique we are. Hahaha *perasan*
When I was small, ridiculously I shall say, some of my friends said that

"wo, you have king's blood"

huh? yeah? huh? *blur* no such thing.

Unreal name given by people around me:
Bye, Baizura, Baizu, Sharifah, Bayi.

Bayi? haha~ Only CERTAIN people do call me that. Especially Ezzi and Alin. (both are my ex-schoolmates) They say if they call me bye, it sounds too short and only has one syllable. So they just simply add the ie sound. Now you have bye-ie = bayi, so it gives two syllables. Clever.

I came to the world on 31st of March 1989

guess I'm not a lompat girl (PTS). haha. I left my pictures when I was a toddler, or do I still have them? haha I'm not good in keeping stuffs. Seriously. A reckless person.

I spend almost 15years in Kuching.

Born there, grew up there, studied there, almost everything there. Why 15? Because another 4 years belong to Peninsular Malaysia. Ngeh.

Schools?

Like everyone did, I went to kindergartens. At 5, I enrolled in a Morning Bell's Kindergarten, a chinese school. I learned a bit of Chinese but unfortunately most of the information did not make their way to my long term memory. So, no Chinese language for me. Hard enough, I'm lucky for still remembering how to count in Chinese. Yeay.

ie, er, sun, ser, uu, liew, chik, park, siu, sher. (1-10)

ngeee~
at 6, welcome to BINA Kindergarten! An Islamic school. I love being here. We wore white and green uniforms. My classroom teacher was very very nice. But I forgot her name. Sheh. -_-

Primary 1-12

Actually, I got my self qualified to this one elite school but since it is quite far from my home, so I have to ignore the offer. It would be a burden for my parents to send and pick me up. How sad. I wanted to go to that school badly.
So, I moved on. SK Matang. Nice place.

Secondary 1-3

Since I played so hard during my UPSR, I got my self rejected to any boarding school. I blamed my self for what had happened. It was shamed of me.
nevertheless, I gained my strength and fight to the end. It was worth it. 3 years of getting my mind and my body to focus on only one thing, GET 8A's for PMR, a life time personal achievement.

"Make yourself proud, Make your parents proud"

and yes, I did. Alhamdulillah.

Thanks SMK Matang Hilir

Secondary 4-5

Sponsored by Yayasan Sarawak to further my studies in SMS Seri Puteri, KL was a life chance opportunity. How could I not accept the offer? So, let's go! I love this place and everyone in it. Though I didn't get rm500 from Yayasan Cheras (for those who got straight A's), but my unbelievable result was good enough. You see, I was just an average student. 9A's and 1B are what I deserved. It was more than enough. ;) Biology used to be my fav subject. Haiz. Why did I screw it up?

Just recently,

INTEC Uitm, Shah Alam. ADFP. American Degree Foundation Program.

14 Months Preparation before I spread my wings and fly off to the States.
Alhamdulillah. Thanks MARA. =D

Let's not waste any tax payers' money and work hard for excellent results!

INTEC is the best place ever (for now). I've collected lots of memories that I couldn't put into words.

*unable to express my mixed feelings here*

now,

nowhere to go but HOME. hehe Holiday for a month. huhu

next?

Pennsylvania State University, PA, USA.

INSYAALLAH

: : enough of my education background : :

My Family Background

Librarian : Hello, pinjam or pulangkan buku?
Me : Pinjam. *giving my matrix card*
Librarian : *scanning the card*
Me: *waiting*
Librarian: *hitting the monitor* Haish, system low lah dek. Kejap ek.
Me: *nodding*
Librarian: Oh, cuti raya ni balek mana? Kelantan? Tengganu?
Me: Huh? Oh tak tak. Balek Kuching.
Librarian: Kuching? Awak orang Kuching? Yeke? Tak macam orang Kuching pun.
Me: Ye, ye, saya orang Kuching. *proudly expressed* (haha)
Librarian: Yeke? Entah-entah orang Kuching celup.
Me: Hahaha *senyum je lah* (ape-ape je la pakcik ni)

:: this conversation took place last year in Intec's Old Library (which now turns into exams hall) ::

Nah.

Quite many people say I don't have the Sarawakian look. Erm, do we have some kind of look? *wonder* Anyway, I'm not going to argue on that. Haha I can say I'm unique, praise to Allah The Mighty for giving me a uniqueness. =D Well, the story is like this. My dad is a Malay (maybe adelah sikit2 darah Arab, kot.) And my mom is the one who has several mixed bloods. My grandpa is a Chinese, my god, he's so tall that he had to bend down his back bone to get into the house. My grandma is an Indian-Iban. (my nenek is the coolest nenek! ngee~ she never mad at us, never once)

So me = Malay+Chinese+Indian+Iban.
=D

wawaw I'm a pure MALAYSIAN.
*LOL*

(Mind you, that I have nil intention to be such a brag, showing off my race background. I just feel deeply grateful for who I am.)

Now everything is crytal clear, I'm a pure Sarawakian.

That's all for now. I'll update some more later. It's 2.25 am and hell no,no,no, I need sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a longgggg day. Huhuh TB Testing? waaa takut kena inject! ;(

*B*

Look who's talking!

I got this video from Pidah. I love the puppy. Super kawaiiiiiii!
Check it out~



Does he look like a cat? Sopi said the puppy is a kitten. Maybe you should wear MORE spectacles, Sopi. *LOL* joking~~~ =PpPp

I don't think this is reliable, do you? He's not talking! He's just barking like a typical dog. *Wofff wofff*
But I know a dog who really can talk. I mean it. I watched he talks on Ripley's Believe it or not few years ago. He said

"I love IRA!!!"

IRA who? Maybe IRA is his owner.


*B*

a good time

Yes, I have a good time yesterday with none other than my

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Although I believe I did very bad in my test 4 (luckily it was optional), spending our last time together in Intec overrides those tense with exams.
I hope we all will get result with flying colors.

*Semua gambar di bawah disusun dgn tidak mengikut order. haha malas maw edit*

thanks to saudara zul, I didn't have to rush to get a sit in Intec bus. heheh

undecided of where to step our feet

ayat-ayat cinta? miawaahhahah

Corporate day at mcD. haha

Dining at McD. Yeah. what's with Umar and Zul facial reaction? *LOL*


this is abang Taran dan abang Piji. Pembantu MMS yg berdedikasi. (kecuali Taran) mwahahahha =PpP I still can't believe that Piji is a facilitator for MMS. heheh so cute lah!

Pidah lah yg membuat wings itu. Haha berpoyo-poyoan di dlm Kodak's place.
oh yea oh yea, I totally L-O-V-E Pidah's digi cam! COOLNESS!!

Taran and Yanie.
bowling time! wowo this is my first time!!! hahhaa I guess some people would laugh at me. duduk dekat gler ngan this place tp x penah pergi. Heh.
I have my own reason. ;)
Bowling with Umar, Bina, Zul, Pidah and her ehem-ehem =P, Yanie, Aimi and Taran.

Raja Bowling and Ratu Bowling of the day (second game)!!
Another WOW. haha cuak seyhh bila Umar main. Hesyh. Memang sangat bergaya! Mantap terbaik. Bina plak sangat consistent! wah hebat!
oh ya, Matun was not with us. huhuh sobbbb.


MY FAVORITE PICTURE OF THE DAY
(drum roll).........

a picture of me and a bit of Pidah!
haha Peace yO!! (posing peace yg pelik)
I felt in love when I saw it for the first time. I have no reason for liking it. Maybe because it was candid. (credit to Taran)

so the end. hope our good times won't end here.
AMIN.

*B*

so many things yet so little space.

I am supposed to study. Now. Right now.
But my momentum is nil.
My motivation beneath my thoughts.
My will to succeed is gone. To nowhere.

"Oh Baizura? What happen to you dear?" said someone on my mind.

"Ah lepak lah by, ko dah terer x yah study.." said my friend.

teror lah sgt kalo test 2 psycho kesayangan tu ntah pape. huuu.

This is just what I think. Pardon me if anyone disagrees.

Since Psycho's test is all about darkening one of 4 choices of answer, so it is a must for all the test takers to get above 90. Above all, the questions are direct except one or two. It just a matter of you read or not. Grrr. I love reading but I am so darn slow to start reading. Once I start, wo I can be so into books and forget the rest. Even to eat. erh that one cam tipu je. Haha. Now, I am not tempting to read MR LP, at all.

"Oi Baizura, gila kah u ni? Tomorrow test 4 u know?!"

* bla bla bla *

Recently:

ATUSA (adfp) Farewell Dinner.

so little people coming. how sad. food was okay. it was OK.

i know, I gain weight. haha so what? comel ape. mwiahahhaha =Pp (defense mechanism)

erm ni lah rojak namanye ye kawan-kawan. nasi+black pepper meat+ shrimp+ chicken lemon+ sayoran sket + char kueh teow! (1st pic)

posing ngan tirah yg sgt chantekkkkk that night with special facial reaction. heh me retarded. (2nd pic)


Mr Termizi's Wedding Day
Fun Fun Fun!!!!!!
The bride and groom are both KACHAK. (kachak in BM sarawak means cantek and hansome)
so kachak here can be used to both male and female. how unique kan?
food? mestilah sedappppp. I love kenduri. miwahahhahah.
walaupun ms nak pergi, rs hesitate sbb rasa cam tetamu tidak diundang. haha
hey come on, I'm an Akasian.

CLEARANCE

Oh good bye INTEC. I am no longer an Intec Student. how sad. Am I? *confused*

dang! oi mestilah sedih!
No more lining up to get into bus.
No more ronggeng with Matun, Miem, Aimi and so forth.
No More lepaking with Atusa Lecturers.
No more dining at Ausmat Cafe.
No more sleeping and crapping at Intec New Library.
No more assignments, presentations and group discussion which OFTEN end up chit chatting at Secret Recipe. LOL.
No more.
I said
NO MORE.

oh ya oh ya

Pison's Treat
Best best best!!
Me and Zizah were only teasing hm since Jpa's allowance has just filled in into his bank account.
TADAAAA~!
KFC'S BUCKET FOR THREE OF US.

THANKS PISON!

You are so GREAT!
hahaha
next time I'll belanje you okay. If not here. Maybe there. ;)

MOVING TO ADDY'S ROOM
Yeay!
Thanks Add!!!~~~~
Thanks for giving me the honor to stay with you.
hahaha
kerek.

erm erm erm apa lagi.

Ya.
ahahhahahah
gelak dulu.
*gelak lagi*

I should write it here.

I thought I will never meet him.
But I knew I will since the probability is high.
Hello, he's in cemara now.
So yea.
We met.
Coincidentally.
My feeling is inexplicable.
but somehow,
mestilah rasa cam best.
xdelah rs haru.
which made me say
"Yay Finally!"
*ahem*
Identity dirahsiakan.

*B*

mister LP

Let me introduce you my best buddy for the past two months, Mister LP! He has been so nice with me except once when we dated for the second time. Wuhu. Maybe I did not give him as much attention as he wants, so he merajuk lah. Haiz. Macam budak-budak. Then I managed to pujok him on our third date. Yeay! He's not mad at me anymore.

my best buddy

my best buddy with my best friend. huhu I thought I lost her then actually she was with Ridzu. I'm considering of giving her to someone before I'm off to the states.
Memory is my favorite chapter of all.

I have NO idea who is this. He looks familiar. Hmm. Eyy, isn't he was our
beloved class rep!
oh ya, now I remember! ;P

New Intec library is the best place to capture nice pics. [maybe the only]

Maybe Umar is so happy to be with her Miss LP. And Pidah too. ( I think)

Can you see how lucky for us to have Mr LP? We can cure insomnia!

I even took a picture with my best buddy. Hey man. I can't wait for our last date. Sob3. After this, no more last minute studying with you. I know, I know. I read about it. It's stupid to cram all night long before the test and immersed my self with anxiety. But as for me I always believe in the power of last minuted studying! haha
Don't worry Mr LP, I won't let anyone have you. Unlike Mr C++, Miss ACS, Mr Speech Com, you are always by my side. I will leave you to my family to take a good care of you. I hope you can fit into my small hand luggage on 14th of July. Make sure you can squeeze yourself in because Mr Oxford and lots of Ms Fiction will be coming with us. Don't you worry too much, this time we don't have to rush. Oh how I love to go back home by Mr B747. But, what if you can't come with us? I'll leave you to my bff, Miss Matun. I hope she won't let you bore to death in her room.

Oh come rain come shine. Rain comes first. Luckily last year it wasn't raining. How pity new students this year.

Graduation Day

Oh YEAY we've GRADUATED!

me, Puan Suzana and nani (or nanny) hee

with uni of wisconsin madison's future student

goodbye intec hall!

besama AKAK kter.. (muahhaha pidah yg comel (kot) )

aimi and bulan (bajet comel je sumer. haha)

with our beloved lecturers yg sgt BESTTTTTT!! miss deela, miss sheela and miss farah!

inilah intec hall before (kot) start majlis

yeay. all of us have graduated!

sayonara intec! say hi to btn! wuhuuu~!

Rukawa Kaede

I know this is not necessary. I know it is something that is so not me. Well it just that it’s hard for me not to express my feeling here. Am I really going to do this? Is this for real? I know this feeling will never last forever; it will end soon but it's beautiful. Oh boy, how could I let my self fall into this?

Okay. Cut the craps out.

But then again, I was enthralled seeing him for the second time. Oh did I just say that? (quoting from Aimi)

Deep down inside me, I hope there will be next time.

Okay. Okay. Okay. Now cut that out. I mean it.

xxx

(pixie from flickr.com)

Congratulations!!!

To whom?

Not to Matun who won the election for Atusa’s treasurer or to Taran for winning the Activity bureau post or to Shereen for the President post or any other winners. Well, practically, my predicaments were almost accurate. I knew they would win. XD.

Yeay.

okay okay. this sound unfair to them. Congratulation to all the winners!

Actually, the congratulation is…

to one and only…

me, my self and I.

mwahahhahahahhaha

someone is wondering : FOR WHAT??????

FOR...

successfully restraining my self from contributing to Kinokonuya’s (did I spell that right?) profit. Yeay for my own financial investment! LOL

The question is,

How could I not attract to the rm23.90 Sophie Kinsella’s (erm, did I spell that right too?) masterpiece? (from rm35++ !!)

How could I not bother looking at rm25.90 Cecelia Ahern’s work? (the more expensive one is rm31++ !! )

Grrrr. cheap cheap cheap bargain.

ah-ha! From the beginning…

Why did I let my feet step into its main entrance?

Gagagaggaga…

It’s not my fault. It was my heart’s fault for wanting to go there so badly.

Uh.

It is no one faults. Duh. Why am I making this such a fuss?

In a nutshell,

Bookstore is so irresistible! Agree? Any book lover with me? I bet you are.

Pn Su is so going to hate me for using ‘in a nutshell’. Teeheee. nutshell sounds like coconut. haha. Luckily this is not my speech’s outline.

I will not spend any cents for any book in this money-is-so-in-need-time. That is a promise ( I hope)

huhuhuhuhu

It is so not cool to not owning stuffs we want, isn’t it? If I get fancy of this one cloth I can easily not let my self pay for it because I have loads (or maybe someone can pay for me.miawahahah~)

Every each time I let my self into a bookstore, you name it: mph, popular, big book store, borders, and just recently kinokonuya, I could not stop my self from searching for my favorite author’s masterpiece. On top of it, above all, my eyes will roll many times at the so cheap book. Like this one book I saw in popular. At my first glance, this book must be expensive. So I did not bother. After I bored my self to death reading at almost every book’s review, my hands unintentionally grabbed that book : Turning Thirty. Looking at it’s price, am I dreaming??

*slapping my own face*

It was only rm12.90! How awesome! Thinking no further, that book is now safe with me and is waiting to be read. I mean to be done with it. miahahaha~

However, when it comes to book, compare to other stuffs, oh man, books are so tempting! Gaggagaga~ I almost fell for the dull and cheap tag price. haha

Be patient. Be patient. There are price to pay in wanting something. So girl, saving is crucial now.

Perhhh. Stop being so greedy. Finish up the other six books little miss so greedy!

LASTLY, I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE

I'M A BOOK ADDICT.

SCRATCH THAT.

I'M A FICTION BOOK ADDICT.

SCRATCH THAT TOO.

I'M A NICE-CLEVER and I L-O-V-E REASONABLE-PRICE-WORTH-READING-FICTION-BOOK-LOVER-ADDICT.

THAT SUITS ME WELL. LOL.

*B*

moral of the story: the title has nothing to do with its content. LOL

she's back!

ALHAMDULILLAH.

I don't know how and why and what.
But I know one thing for sure.

She's back!

My YM!!!! Yatta!!!!

Thanks to Izzat for kapersky and Umar for the info about kavo (though not really helping, ;P) , my sister, Azie for the info about something missing of the ym yaddayadda (i know nothing huhu) and Miem for accompanying me here in Pakli.


Yes, thanks to the super duper Pakli's wifi speed connection, she is now back in my twin dragon. Good Job Pakli!

AND above all, thanks to Allah swt The Mighty for letting this all to happen! and I pray this happiness will last forever, Amin.

*B*

P/S : Now that she is back, I really hope I won't neglect my other bff, Mister LS (Living Psychology).

ok YM people, I officially announce that I am back! no, We are back!!! YATTTA!!!